Lyric discussion by dudedudedude 

This song has kind of an eerie meaning for me...

You see, I have a mental disease called Seasonal Affective Disorder, and each year the winter brings me into a deep depression which i almost never believe i will live through, it is a feeling very unimaginable or indescribable, which are always experienced after a carefree summer where i can finally live my life with no worries, often in a natural high, but I always let it slip through my fingers without finishing anything important.

The whole lyrics, they really just mean that to me.

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