This song IS NOT about a girl or a breakup or anything like that. This song is about depression. It's about falling into that black hole that you can'tpull yourself out of no matter how hard you try. It's about trying to please everyone and lying to do it to the point where all your lies fall in on themselves and you've got nothing left but your own suicidal thoughts. It's about the thoughts of suicide and constant feelings of worthlessness getting worse and worse and you don't know what you can do about it. It's about realizing that people are better off without you in their lives because you will only bring them down. It's about realizing that it isn't even worth it anymore - no matter what you do, you'll always be this way. It's about suicide looking like a more appealing option every day. I don't expect every person reading this to understand it because I know that they can't understand it. That state of hopelessness, the constant thoughts of suicide... depression is something that a person can only understand if they've been through it themself. I am bipolar. I have days where I can't even get out of bed. Being this way gives me an insight into the world that people who aren't like me don't have. This song means a lot to me because I understand it - it relates to the world I'm forced to exist in. Anyone wanting to talk to me can IM me on my AIM screen name at Kerberos375.
This song IS NOT about a girl or a breakup or anything like that. This song is about depression. It's about falling into that black hole that you can'tpull yourself out of no matter how hard you try. It's about trying to please everyone and lying to do it to the point where all your lies fall in on themselves and you've got nothing left but your own suicidal thoughts. It's about the thoughts of suicide and constant feelings of worthlessness getting worse and worse and you don't know what you can do about it. It's about realizing that people are better off without you in their lives because you will only bring them down. It's about realizing that it isn't even worth it anymore - no matter what you do, you'll always be this way. It's about suicide looking like a more appealing option every day. I don't expect every person reading this to understand it because I know that they can't understand it. That state of hopelessness, the constant thoughts of suicide... depression is something that a person can only understand if they've been through it themself. I am bipolar. I have days where I can't even get out of bed. Being this way gives me an insight into the world that people who aren't like me don't have. This song means a lot to me because I understand it - it relates to the world I'm forced to exist in. Anyone wanting to talk to me can IM me on my AIM screen name at Kerberos375.
@Chrisbrl88 This.
@Chrisbrl88 This.