Breakdown

I find a totaly different meaning to this and even though i know that it is prolly about what Nonsterp says it is about my idea could still kinda work bere with me here....ok i think it is about a relationshit that hes in and he loves the person he with but for some reason or another the relationship needs to end like in the part where it says "i hope this old train breaks down then i could take a walk around and see what there is to see " he could be saying i want to take a break and see whos out there cuz we have been together so long...then "and though my windows got a view well the frame i'm looking through seems to have no concern for me now" he could be saying that his window has a view of so many other girls that are beautiful and that he could have but he chooses to only look at the girl hes with but sadly she doesnt see him in the same way anymore and its like shes lost intrest in their relationship..so he says i need this old train (relationshipt) to break down and hes says "please" just let me break down because he does love the person and if it does end the please is supposed to signify that he wants out on good terms as friends so that there is always a way back in..."this engine screams out loud saying the beat gonna crawl westbound so i don't even make a sound cause it's gunna sting me" this part the engine screams out loud could be that the relationship is a reck and everyone can see it even him but he loves the girl so much he knows if he ends it he will end up hurt so he doesnt want it to end as much as he knows it needs too..."and all the people in the street that i'll never get to meet if these tracks don't bend somehow " here hes saying hes been with her so long that they have never had a chance to meet anyone else and he thinks they should "bend the tracks" (explore) new people to see if he and his girl are really what eachother want in a person.. and the whole last vers does it for me "but you can't stop nothing if you got no control of the thoughts in your mind that you kept in," becuase even though hes asking for the relationship to break down hes saying he cant make it happen on his onwn cuz he doesnt have that kind of control cuz all the thoughts in his mind are telling him not only that it needs to end but how much he loves his girl..."you can't stop wishing if you don't let go but things that you find and you lose, and you know you keep on rolling" see here he cant stop wishing for the relationship to get better if he cant find the things that they had in the begining that made it so strong and he knows this but he keeps looking and keeps "rolling" on in the relationship any ways.."put the moment on hold the frames too bright so put the blinds down low" then when they find a great moment in the relationship when they are both so in love with eachother and happy he holds on to that moment as a reason not to get out of the bad relationship untill the thought of leaving is just to hard "the frames too bright" so he "pulls the blinds down" and ignores their problems which just puts him right back where he started...wishing for it all to end..thats just what i got from it but im really weird and it could be cuz i was kind of going through this kind of situation myslef and i'm stilll pulling my blinds down?