Lyric discussion by horse_tamer 

no. it is jane s.

in an interview he talks about "getting drunk and making out" with a girl at a party and really really liking her, but she doesn't really feel the same way.

then jamie talks about feeling really embarassed about feeling so devastated about the situation because the relationship was never really serious.

just a "getting drunk and making out at a party" relationship.

and the reference to an ian curtis wishlist, means a list of things that you have desperately convinced yourself to believe you want and will come true, but realistically never will.

tragic. like ian curtis' ian curtis wishlist.

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