It's been five years almost to the day that my first boyfriend died. I'd do anything to have him back here on earth, doing crazy things. I'm still greiving, and I was in complete shock when they told me back in my first year of university. My roommate's friend told me I had to get out and go to a club with them. This was like the day after it happened. Nobody could understand how important he was to me, how he changed my life, how I can't watch Star Wars without crying now, and how important he is to me now.
A while back this happened to you, and I am so sorry for your loss. The pain is unbearable and everything does feel made to be broken. I'd give up forever... It's just cause u want them so bad... So bad that no one can understand. I don't and it just happened to me 2 months ago. My heart is in pieces. Hold on to seeing him again. Talk to him everyday. It has seemed to help me. Though it's been a while u will still be in my thoughts. That many years down the road I can't imagine feeling...
A while back this happened to you, and I am so sorry for your loss. The pain is unbearable and everything does feel made to be broken. I'd give up forever... It's just cause u want them so bad... So bad that no one can understand. I don't and it just happened to me 2 months ago. My heart is in pieces. Hold on to seeing him again. Talk to him everyday. It has seemed to help me. Though it's been a while u will still be in my thoughts. That many years down the road I can't imagine feeling any better, just tolerating it. It's one of the most ultimate heartbreaking pains, when you lose the one you love. Your soul even hurts... I can't wait to see him again...
@missmiami It's been thirteen years since you posted this, and you're probably not on here very often any more. I am sorry for your loss, and I know what it means when someone who is no longer around or someone who has hurt you isn't in your life. More than that, these things are what make us who we are. Watch Star Wars again, with someone you love. Let yourself cry and tell them why. Cry, not just for him and your loss, but the ways your life has changed since then. :-)
@missmiami It's been thirteen years since you posted this, and you're probably not on here very often any more. I am sorry for your loss, and I know what it means when someone who is no longer around or someone who has hurt you isn't in your life. More than that, these things are what make us who we are. Watch Star Wars again, with someone you love. Let yourself cry and tell them why. Cry, not just for him and your loss, but the ways your life has changed since then. :-)
It's been five years almost to the day that my first boyfriend died. I'd do anything to have him back here on earth, doing crazy things. I'm still greiving, and I was in complete shock when they told me back in my first year of university. My roommate's friend told me I had to get out and go to a club with them. This was like the day after it happened. Nobody could understand how important he was to me, how he changed my life, how I can't watch Star Wars without crying now, and how important he is to me now.
I know you posted this in 2002, but I'm still really sorry for your loss. You'll meet again someday (:
I know you posted this in 2002, but I'm still really sorry for your loss. You'll meet again someday (:
A while back this happened to you, and I am so sorry for your loss. The pain is unbearable and everything does feel made to be broken. I'd give up forever... It's just cause u want them so bad... So bad that no one can understand. I don't and it just happened to me 2 months ago. My heart is in pieces. Hold on to seeing him again. Talk to him everyday. It has seemed to help me. Though it's been a while u will still be in my thoughts. That many years down the road I can't imagine feeling...
A while back this happened to you, and I am so sorry for your loss. The pain is unbearable and everything does feel made to be broken. I'd give up forever... It's just cause u want them so bad... So bad that no one can understand. I don't and it just happened to me 2 months ago. My heart is in pieces. Hold on to seeing him again. Talk to him everyday. It has seemed to help me. Though it's been a while u will still be in my thoughts. That many years down the road I can't imagine feeling any better, just tolerating it. It's one of the most ultimate heartbreaking pains, when you lose the one you love. Your soul even hurts... I can't wait to see him again...
@missmiami It's been thirteen years since you posted this, and you're probably not on here very often any more. I am sorry for your loss, and I know what it means when someone who is no longer around or someone who has hurt you isn't in your life. More than that, these things are what make us who we are. Watch Star Wars again, with someone you love. Let yourself cry and tell them why. Cry, not just for him and your loss, but the ways your life has changed since then. :-)
@missmiami It's been thirteen years since you posted this, and you're probably not on here very often any more. I am sorry for your loss, and I know what it means when someone who is no longer around or someone who has hurt you isn't in your life. More than that, these things are what make us who we are. Watch Star Wars again, with someone you love. Let yourself cry and tell them why. Cry, not just for him and your loss, but the ways your life has changed since then. :-)