hooked up with the worng crowd. drugs. alcohol. some recognized vice. shouldnt be here tonight. getting more drunk. inebriated. and then the drug. slip of heaven. once more in a mess. animal in pain. shouldnt have done that. trying to quit but tried one more time. why not. just once more. laugh and dance but its all empty. feeling grey and black. realization of failure due to the substance. realization of empty and wrongness makes it feel like rain
hooked up with the worng crowd. drugs. alcohol. some recognized vice. shouldnt be here tonight. getting more drunk. inebriated. and then the drug. slip of heaven. once more in a mess. animal in pain. shouldnt have done that. trying to quit but tried one more time. why not. just once more. laugh and dance but its all empty. feeling grey and black. realization of failure due to the substance. realization of empty and wrongness makes it feel like rain