Hey hey! just one more and I'll walk away
All the everything you win turns to nothing today
And I forget when to move when my mouth is this
Dry and my eyes are bursting hearts in a blood-stained sky
Oh it was sweet it was wild and oh how we

I trembled stuck in honey
Honey cling to me so just one more just one more
Go inspire in me the desire in me to never go home
Oh just one more and I'll walk away
All the everything you win turns to nothing today
So just one more just one more go inspire in me
The desire in me to never go home



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Track duration: 07:06

"Homesick" as written by Robert James Smith, Simon Gallup, Roger O'donnell, Porl Thompson, Laurence Andrew Tolhurst, Boris Williams

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    General Comment:Listen to the juxtaposition of the song itself.

    Listen to the piano

    Listen to the guitar.

    Listen to the drums.
    The cello.
    the other guitar.
    The base.
    Then the synthesizer.

    The stress of the piano in the end and how it s drown out by do do do dododo.


    This song is about satisfaction.

    and dissatisfaction.

    Selfishness and
    Selflessness.

    Listening to the purity of right and Wiley of wrong and then drowning the right with enough of the wrong.

    There is great conflict in this song.

    There is agreement in the beginning, between the piano and guitar. The piano leads and the guitar and the guitar is mirroring the piano in agreement. Then conflict arises, with the introduction of the drums. Then the guitar descends to a different octave... Then it reaches to a higher octave. The piano becomes more adamant yet not insistent. If I were to put labels on the instruments I would say that the piano is the wife. The guitar is the man. The cello is the mother of the wife. or possibly the conscience. The drum is the will of the man. All the other instruments are pawns that draw the man out to his XXXX what ever. Eventually the piano and cello are drowned out.

    Do we need words?

    The song is told before the lyrics even starts.

    Listen to the regret and vulnerability in the last words he sings.

    To never to home. then the feeble attempt to be flippant afterwards da da dodod.

    The song strips back down in the end.

    Everything fades back down to the man his will and his wife.



    this says...I have to go home. I have to face what I have done.

    This song is complex and gives intimate understanding about the addiction cycle. I think RS grew up in it. His music is retaliatory. This music is retrospective and intelligent.
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    Flag tebdanneron May 11, 2013   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:"Pretty self explanatory as well. That's sort of about being away doing things you don't really want to do, becoming obsessed with being fixated which is what we tend to be more and more with the time I think." (Music Box TV -1989)

    "About the attraction of forbidden fruits." (Oor Magazine -1989)

    With the perspective Robert shed on the track, thematically I think it really syncs up with Disintegration and same Deep Water before it. All 3 songs express this fear of commitment as the central idea, with Disintegration and Homesick watching everything slip away (or throwing it away because of that fear in the case of the track 'Disintegration') because self-control is so secondary to desire.

    He's says he's homesick, but continues to give in to all these fleeting, impermanent things. Confronted by the idea of 'home' (which could even be a metaphor for commitment), somewhere stable, a place to plant your roots, he stays away. Lyrically he says he'll walk away from it all, but romanticizes the situation itself (bursting hearts... sweet, wild... trembled... stuck in honey, cling to me...) to the point where obviously he's not ready or wanting to. Like any addict, alcohol, serial cheater, whatever... you always give yourself that one out before you confront the issue, so you actually never have to. Like, I'll stop after this or, I'll walk away after this. Every time. Notice how he repeats "Just one more and I'll walk away" again at the end of the song. He's using the same excuse, repeating the same patterns and keeping himself in this longing kind of self-bondage.

    You can really get down to some Freudian psycho-analyzing bullshit if you keep going from here, about how he was so young when the band broke... and now he's turning 30 and being confronted by the idea of age.. he's at this huge impasse and is unable to make the transition to the person he feels he should be at that age with responsibility and whatever. Hell, it's probably even why he looks so goddamn awful these days at 50, refusing to let go of his youth.

    Anyway, that's my interpretation!
    Flag rabbithowlon May 03, 2011   Link
  • -1
    General Comment:I think it's about alcoholism. Robert has always got a problem with alcohol. "Just one more and I'll walk away": it's the last drink before leaving.
    Flag Wismerhillon December 01, 2010   Link
  • +1
    General Comment:This song made me buy Disintegration.
    Why should there be one meaning? Maybe it's just a pulse to create the story yourself. And maybe there's something about drugs or sex, but hey, THERE IS MORE THAN DRUGS AND SEX! I don't want to affend someone specific, just to express my frustration about people who find in any song a link to (one of) these subjects. Imagine, only love, sex and drugs as possible themes in music... It would be a sad, sad planet.
    Flag ImaginaryFriendon March 29, 2010   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:To me, it perfectly decribes the feeling of falling deeply in love with someone while in a relationship with someone else. The imagery in the lyrics has a very sexual tone to me, "eyes bursting hearts in a blood-stained sky" sounds like an orgasmic feeling and "honey, cling to me" is a proposition when two bodies meet each other.

    Yet there's still the urge to leave, to "walk away", due to the commitments he's got for his current partner. However, he doesn't want to leave, so he asks for his love to "inspire the desire to never go home."

    I hadn't listened to this song in a long long time and all of a sudden it pretty much sums up my current life situation, or at least describes a single moment in detail. Somewhat scary. Oh how I love this song.
    Flag atimoon November 14, 2008   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:I agree it's very depressing.
    I think it's about drugs, sex and addiction
    Flag kolion August 12, 2008   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:the guitars haunt me a lot. I'm not good at trying to figure out what Smith means by this song but since I'm faced with the question of "what does this song mean to you". I'll go with it's very depressing. I think of my house actually. one I used to know. A house I lost. I wish I could spend one more night in it. I wish I could feel like I never want to be there again. but I can't. It was more of a benchmark in my life than the place I'm living in now. All my greatest memories in the past 5 years are of this 2500 square foot luxary next to a wheat field. it was brand new, it was my anti drug. even though I use to get so smoked up outside the window well in the basement. LMAO.

    so true!
    Flag Fear Natureon August 17, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:This was the only song I used to listen to from The Cure for many years until about half a year ago.

    I agree with a lot of what's been said above, especially the aimless searching aspect of the music.
    Flag forgotten412on July 26, 2007   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:Just one more and I'll walk away...
    When you want to quit, but you just keep going.
    Flag mischaon October 09, 2006   Link
  • -1
    General Comment:I think that this song is about smoking weed. I listened to it and if fit waht i my life perfectly. The reason i think this is becasue

    "Hey hey!
    Just one more and I'll walk away
    All the everything you win
    Turns to nothing today"

    thats like i know this weed is making me lazy so i will stop tomorow.

    "And I forget how to move
    When my mouth is this dry
    And my eyes are bursting hearts
    In a blood-stained sky "

    This describes how you feel when your high your mouth gets really dry and your eyes get all red.

    "Stuck in honey
    Honey
    Cling to me...
    So just one more
    Just one more go
    Inspire in me the desire in me
    To never go home"

    Talking about breathing the smoke in deeper and deeper until your so high you dont ever want to go back to your house
    Flag BradleyOuimeton July 25, 2006   Link

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