I'm running out of time
I'm out of step and closing down
And never sleep for wanting hours
The empty hours of greed
And uselessly always the need to feel again
The real belief of something more than mockery
If only I could fill my heart with love


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Closedown Lyrics as written by Laurence Andrew Tolhurst Boris Williams

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  • +6
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    The whole album of Disengration is genius. This album got me into The Cure about 3 years ago, and these guys are brilliant. I was always anti-Cure since I was a die-hard Smiths fan (I guess Morrissy hates Robert Smith and vice-versa). While The Smiths remain my fav band forever, The Cure are great as well. Did I already say I LOVE this album? It is truly indispensable.

    vincent h.on June 19, 2005   Link
  • +6
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    a very cool song. Its so atmospheric and carries you off to another place...i just luv songs that do that.

    jiveturkey202on June 12, 2006   Link
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    i love how long the song is and how short the vocals are. this must be my favourite cure song, i think. it's lovely.

    dri-fton September 08, 2006   Link
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    this song is so beautiful.

    "if only i could fill my heart with love" - i do feel this way...a lot.

    rahtwinkleon June 07, 2002   Link
  • +2
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    Running out time, getting older, don't fit in, don't sleep, and closing down or withdrawing from the world...hoping to feel once more a sense of love and be happy again.

    Yeah, pretty much sums up the sadness of life. One of my favorite songs ever...

    dannyron February 08, 2008   Link
  • +1
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    What a beautiful song. Not just the words but the music as well. AHHHH memories!

    beehauson December 22, 2004   Link
  • +1
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    Yes the whole album is absolutely brilliant. Actually it was the first CD I bought when I got a CD player, abandoning vinyl.

    @ rahtwinkle: you are not alone.

    JASGripenon February 18, 2006   Link
  • +1
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    closing down from love. he wants that feeling back, but her is running old and the worry of never finding it keeps him awake.

    DepartedFateon March 09, 2007   Link
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    The song is about coming to the end of self-preoccupation then justifying the self-same with self-absorption.

    See how it builds extravagantly and fills and explores the definitive. All three instruments do the same thing at different times. Instruments are expressed definitively and independently.

    Exuberant and exhaustive song. The song is about the meaninglessness of self examination and the absorption it incurs.

    The drums never cease.

    They never change.

    They are frantic and searching and then they die.

    tebdanneron May 11, 2013   Link
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    definately not

    cichon123on March 19, 2006   Link

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