Sleeping off the last five years takes another five.
Recovery in lieu of being here right now.
When I throw myself at your feet,
You know it's to be walked on.
We're breaking up every single night.
If I had a choice don't you think I'd make it?
I lost my voice. Hope I didn't break it.
Little demons by my bed whisper secrets.
The kind you never hear.
I dip my toe in this cold, cold life.
I want to dive but I can't find your feet.
You with a view so unlike my own.
I'm trying on your eyes.
So I let go, fall to the ground.
It's a long way down again.
Petty cons keep peeling back my ears.
We make plans.
Collaborate and give to you
my better half.
Until now just dead weight,
A prisoner of doubt.
In a cell we kiss and tell all our keepsakes.
Sore, hit the floor.
Got my first glimpse of the sky.
The stars were on your side.
Who would've thunk
the thirteenth fell on Friday?
I say hello and it's goodbye again.


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    gorgeous lyrics

    pr0leon August 04, 2002   Link
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    This is my favorite of all the slow Jawbreaker songs, although it does speed up at the end.

    Flinchy17on February 14, 2005   Link
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    this sing concludes 24 hour revenge therapy. i think its about coming to terms with a relationship ending and moving on with one's life. i love the lines "collaborate and give to you my better half - until now just dead weight a prisoner of doubt - in a cell we kiss and tell all our keepsakes."

    bicyclewhoaon March 08, 2006   Link
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    I'll chip in 14 years later. I think the point of view character has given up on the relationship but keeps quiet for the benefit of his partner. He thinks it's been a waste of time ("sleeping off the last 5 years") but says nothing to keep her happy.

    "We're breaking up every single night." - his feelings, he can imagine it happening every day. "If I had a choice don't you think I'd make it? I lost my voice. Hope I didn't break it." - he never says anything and each time he gives in gets weaker. "Little demons by my bed whisper secrets.The kind you never hear." - he lies awake at night thinking of ending it when she's happy with him, "You with a view so unlike my own" hammers that home.

    Diving in and trying on her eyes, he's pretending he sees the relationship from her perspective for her. "We make plans. Collaborate and give to you my better half. Until now just dead weight, a prisoner of doubt. In a cell we kiss and tell all our keepsakes." He gives in and does what she wants, he feels trapped by her.

    "Who would've thunk the thirteenth fell on Friday?" sucks to be him, he feels unlucky and stuck in the relationship with no way out.

    That's my opinion anyway.

    hobnobon May 10, 2016   Link
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    This song is about the problems he was having with his vocal chords.

    impacton December 25, 2004   Link

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