Picture yourself
Sleeping on a plane
There's something ticking in the overhead
And inside your brains
There's bodies in the water
And bodies in the basement
If heaven's for clean people, it's vacant
And hey are you know?
And hey are you being careful?
And hey are you luke-warm?
Hey ya you are

I'm frantic
So load me up
Whatever puts me all the way out

Picture yourself swimming in an ocean
A million miles from nowhere and the nearest phone
There's bodies in the water
Floating all around you
And all of them are talking, and they're comedians
And hey are you you know?
And hey are you special?
And hey are you deformed?
Hey ya you are

I'm frantic
So load me up
It seems so practiced
Me fucking this up
Whatever puts me all the way out

Picture yourself at the MGM Grand
Murphy's fighting hok'em
You're in the stands
There's somebody in the water
In the middle of the ocean
A million miles from nowhere
And they're alone
I'm there alone
So, so deformed

I'm frantic
So load me up
This seems so practiced
So take me all the way out
Whatever puts me all the way out



Lyrics submitted by Little Butcher Boy

Track duration: 03:40

"Load Me Up" as written by Matthew Good, Rich Priske, Ian Browne, Dave Genn

Lyrics © EMI Music Publishing

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    General Comment:Pretty sure people are right-on with the paranoia/anxiety themes.

    He kinda lays it out in the first few lines:

    "Picture yourself
    sleeping on a plane
    there's something ticking in the overhead
    and inside your brains"

    He's referring, it seems, to paranoia of danger and things going wrong and how it's built up inside our own heads, especially for those of us with anxiety disorders.

    Again, as someone pointed out, he mentions a battle of "Murphey vs. Occam" [which is misspelled in these lyrics. It's spelled either Occam or Ockham]. This is certainly referring to Murphey's Laws, the most famous of which being "whatever can go wrong, will go wrong" (paraphrased) and Occam's Razor which states that when all options are equal the simplest explanation tends to be the correct one.

    If you think about it, or if you know anyone with an anxiety disorder, this is the battle that's raging inside their heads all the time. These people are constantly worrying that everything will go wrong and have to calm their thoughts with the logic of what is most likely to actually happen.

    I agree "load me up" might refer to drugs. Another idea I have is that it may refer to one's surroundings (like the media) constantly feeding the paranoia.
    Flag Imion June 14, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:I believe this song is about his anxiety. He was on Ativan for an anxiety problem, and actually OD'd on it. He said in an interview that Ativan actually triggers manic episodes for people with bipolar disorder (which he was later diagnosed with.) Load him up with perscription drugs. Whatever puts him all the way out.
    Flag bhall86on October 26, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:hmmmm...goin along with that whole insomnia thing...

    do you ever remember your dreams? cuz i do sometimes, and sometimes, the developments that are made are SO random...like, i'll be driving along a highway to some place, and on the way, we have to get by some giant ostrich who wants to eat everybody, and then suddenly i'm zapped into disneyland sorta thing...? the verses seem like that to me...where the beginning starts off simple, and then there's a sudden, random twist...

    V1: ah yes...i'm sleeping on a plane...makes sense, cuz flights are normally long, and i'm bored...but wait, what's that ticking sound? what the...why am i suddenly in water where there are bodies? and i somehow know that there are bodies in a basement...what basement??

    V2: la la la...i'm in the ocean, that's nice...ooo look there are ppl floating around me, and they're really funny........i see O_o

    V3: oooo two guys dukin' it out...but my supersenses are telling me that there's a guy in the middle of the ocean...wait a sec, it's matt good! hey, that's messed up........



    i dunno...that's just sorta what i saw...
    Flag cedricwaion June 14, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:matt good is bipolar an alot of bipolar people suffer insomnia or other sleeping problems an medicate themselfs with sleeping pills, the whole picturing urself seems 2 me just like trying to get 2 sleep an having dreams and whatnot an if heavens 4 clean people thing could be becuz everybodys got sumthing wrong with them an not jus me an my pills
    Flag DraculaFromHoustonon August 21, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:yeah, this song is pretty powerful. 'if heaven's for clean people, it's vacant' is pretty much a rule i live by now. again, not really sure what this song means...but i still love it.
    Flag b.and.o.railroadon July 04, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:This is the only song i've heard from them so far, but i think i'll just state the obvious: the guy sounds like Michael Stipe.
    Good song
    Flag BLAHness90on June 22, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:I've always picked up some serious Fight Club-esque vibes in the lyrics
    Flag ratanxon November 10, 2006   Link
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    General Comment:o never mind -
    Flag fivealive2on October 15, 2006   Link
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    General Comment:which album is this song from?? i thought there was a video for this song, but i cant find it anywhere..
    Flag fivealive2on October 15, 2006   Link
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    General Comment:a little note. i just caught this yesterday. in the third verse matt actually sings "murphy's fighting occam", a reference to murphy's law (if anything can go wrong it will) and occam's razor (if all else is equal the simpler of two explanations for something will be the truer). i'm not sure if this has any deep significance, but it's a funny thought, at least. i mean, well, i'd go watch them fight.
    Flag idyllwildon February 10, 2006   Link

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