I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
You still have all of me, me, me



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Track duration: 04:33

"My Immortal" as written by Amy Lee, Ben Moody, David Hodges

Lyrics © Chrysalis One Music

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    General Comment:This song is dark and beautiful and profoundly sad and I love it. It is evident Amy Lee wrote it for a personal loss of her own experience, but the lyrics are generalized enough to apply to any one who has had a loss—a loss of separation, abandonment, or death; familial, romantic, platonic or what have you. Her melancholic notes can take you back to your deepest states of sorrow and grief. The "lingering presence" she wrote on refers to the fixed memories of the loved one so lost. The memories are painful as they coincide with the emotions once shared with the person. By far one of my favorite songs of the early 2000s post-grunge/alternative metal movement (though this song is easily considered classical crossover) and still remains in my list of all-time favorites.
    Flag PJS1987on May 11, 2013   Link
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    Song Meaning:1.It's about someone who died 2. Or she is immortal and is really tired of being here she can't doesn't want to be alive because she feels pain.
    I'm so tired of being here / she is tired and sick of being on earth.
    Suppressed by all my childish fears / She has fears and is sick of them
    And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave / He wants that person to just to leave her alone forever.
    Cause your presence still lingers here
    And it won't leave me alone / She doesn't want his presence to be there with her and it scares her and she wants it to leave
    These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real / She feels broken and the she won't never heal .
    There's just too much that time cannot erase / She wants the time to go back again in the past i think :?
    When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears / When he cried she would make him feel better and wipes his tears away :')
    When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears / When he is scared she would speak to him and fight away off his scary thoughts
    Flag LightAngelon April 13, 2013   Link
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    Song Meaning:1.It's about someone who died 2. Or she is immortal and is really tired of being here she can't doesn't want to be alive because she feels pain.
    I'm so tired of being here / she is tired and sick of being on earth.
    Suppressed by all my childish fears / She has fears and is sick of them
    And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave / He wants that person to just to leave her alone forever.
    Cause your presence still lingers here
    And it won't leave me alone / She doesn't want his presence to be there with her and it scares her and she wants it to leave
    These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real / She feels broken and the she won't never heal .
    There's just too much that time cannot erase / She wants the time to go back again in the past i think :?
    When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears / When he cried she would make him feel better and wipes his tears away :')
    When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears / When he is scared she would speak to him and fight away off his scary thoughts
    Flag LightAngelon April 13, 2013   Link
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    My Interpretation:I'm pretty sure this song is about Amy Lee's sister, who died at the age of three, I believe? And Amy was six.
    This song is about losing someone you really love, and they never really leave you.

    This song really means a lot to me, my oldest brother loved Evanescence, and he died four years ago, yesterday. This song really reaches my heart, and makes me think of my older brother. I didn't know him very well, being in a big family, he being the oldest, and he sort of went off the deep end, ended up dying from a drug overdose. I really connect with this song, and I feel like it goes deep into me as a person. It's so beautifully heartbreaking, I can't help but start to cry when I hear it.
    Flag Farshaon April 05, 2013   Link
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    General Comment:When my daughter passed away I listened to this song constantly, I think this song is about loss and how the person who passed away still seems to be there in spirit and everything keeps reminding them about the loved one who has passed away
    Flag Ladysphinxon March 25, 2013   Link
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    General Comment:Written by Ben Moody, about the loss of his grandfather, who he was very close to.
    Flagged Fraguson February 13, 2013   Link
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    Song Meaning:It breaks my heart every time i hear this song. It reminds me of the past relationships I've had and lost.
    Flagged shikamaru1on December 14, 2012   Link
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    My Interpretation:They still have all of me!
    Flag cars59on December 07, 2012   Link
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    My Interpretation:I can relate to what the song is talking about because I was always there for that special someone when he needed me. I feel saddened because I still have feelings for him and I know that he was just using me. We are still in contact and I hope he has a better life because he is trying very hard not to go back to his old life style. He really brings back a lot of good memories.
    Flag cars59on December 07, 2012   Link
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    My Interpretation:I think the song is about a close family member, close friend or lover who she has lost to suicide.

    The fact that she had to hold this person, fight away their fears and wipe away their tears suggests the person was neurotic and unstable. They're described as being gone in the lyrics, so I think the person close to the singer committed suicide. They say suicide is 'contagious'. I think the music video is in black and white in order to reflect the fact that the singer is now overwhelmed with depression and grief and is suicidal themselves. The song is a very emotional one and it often leaves me feeling teary-eyed, personally.
    Flag Alfie16on December 06, 2012   Link

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