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This is the first day of my last days
I built it up now I take it apart climbed up real high now fall down
Real far
No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away
I put my faith in god and my trust in you
Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do
Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big fucking hole
No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell
Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck
Don't think you're having all the fun
You know me I hate everyone
Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I want to but I can't turn back
But I want to
I built it up now I take it apart climbed up real high now fall down
Real far
No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away
I put my faith in god and my trust in you
Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do
Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big fucking hole
No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell
Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck
Don't think you're having all the fun
You know me I hate everyone
Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I want to but I can't turn back
But I want to
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"This is the first day of my last days" - in this label
"I built it up now I take it apart climbed up real high now fall down
real far" - he's the one who made this all outta himself and he's willing to destroy it (so that he can be free probably)
"I put my faith in god and my trust in you" - obviously he's regretting that what is not really obvious is that he may no longer refer only to his label put to the God and the world and everything all together. He's quite pissed with all of it, he starts with one problem but is so angry at life that he starts to include more and more of his irritations (that last sentence it's just what I think).
"Wish there was something real wish there was something true"
"Wish there was something real in this world full of you" - he built up to that anger and now generalize it all. "You" - all of you, the suits, the labels, the people, God, Satan, everything...Also wishing shows a flicker of hope. He wants it to be different but lost all belief in it's possibility.
"I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big fucking hole" - He's still angry but also self-loathing now, he starts to think it's his fault cause he feels empty and shit...Maybe there's a metaphor here for selling his soul to Satan whom of he doesn't care about either but that's just a guess or maybe it was there to be more interesting...But what is more visible is that he feels hollow like he doesn't have soul but an empty hole in it's place.
"No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell" - his whole life was probably until now (his 26th year) was a hell to him and this treachery probably happened a lot and he feels he deserves to have more but he hasn't got it. Also it may refer to the fact that he can't tell us something new about himself cause it's all it occurs is bad and shitty.
"Don't think you're having all the fun. You know me I hate everyone" - he feels hated but so does he hates all of them (and us). I think he directs his anger to his label again here about the part that "you're having all the fun".
Umm, generally pissed but starting with the most recent matter of his label. He's fed up with them and everyone and he wishes it wasn't that way but it is: "I want to but I can't turn back"
Anyway, thinking about meanings of lyrics it can always mean a lot of things and only the writer knows best, so that's as far as I go...
"the first days of my last days" the day he revealed the truth about that one
"climbed up real high now fall down real far" every goal requires sacrificing
sacrifices are the climb and the first part of the fall(while you fear the hit against the ground), means the way to truth, and freeing from that person
the goal is the freedom sensation while you are falling (going away from falseness), the sacrifice is the climb and the first part of the fall, while you fear the hit against the ground (the introspection that makes a disconection from the world)
"i put my faith in god and my trust in you"
putting his faith in god means the way to let happen wahtever has to happen
he is talking about past when he trusted that one who hurt him
wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you"
here's the hit against the ground: wherever he look at, he sees someone to untrust (a copy of the same person)
i agree with sinistercontrivance in the rest of her explanations
excuse my low level of english language please (i understand so much but telling my ideas is harder than that for me)
@ikutsu2001 - I'm gonna go out on a limb here and say that it's because faith plays a large part in life, theist or atheist. The reference to god could be Trent lamenting ever having been a theist or ever giving the notion of god anything but contempt.