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Longevity
Nothing short of false starts and legacy
I don't wanna let you down, confessedly
I just wanna find a way to sensibly, depressingly, find clarity
I have nothing left to lose but integrity
It's a vicious cycle of tendency
Will you ever forgive me regrettably?
Regrettably
I don't wanna lose this (I don't wanna lose this)
Pleading to you is useless
You're not even there
You're not even here
To see I'm trying
God, I'm trying
I don't wanna lose this (I don't wanna lose this)
Pleading to you is useless
You're not even here (Pleading to you is useless)
But you're the only thing I fear
Longevity
Nothing short of shit memories
Left deep in the ebony
Will I ever find clarity?
'Cause the eyes are watching
Your every self-pity
Unpleasant telepathy
They know my every move
But not my identity
That's not my identity
I don't wanna lose this (I don't wanna lose this)
Pleading to you is useless
You're not even there
You're not even here
To see I'm trying
God, I'm trying
I don't wanna lose this (I don't wanna lose this)
Pleading to you is useless
You're not even here (Pleading to you is useless)
But you're the only thing I fear
Am I the only one?
Am I the only one?
Am I the only one?
Am I the only one
Who has the guts to say he's wrong?
I don't wanna lose this
Pleading to you is useless
You're not even there
You're not even here
To see I'm trying
I'm fucking trying
I don't wanna lose this (I don't wanna lose this)
Pleading to you is useless
You're not even here (Pleading to you is useless)
I am the only thing I fear
I am the only thing I fear
I am the only thing I fear
I am the only thing I fear
You're the only thing I
Nothing short of false starts and legacy
I don't wanna let you down, confessedly
I just wanna find a way to sensibly, depressingly, find clarity
I have nothing left to lose but integrity
It's a vicious cycle of tendency
Will you ever forgive me regrettably?
Regrettably
I don't wanna lose this (I don't wanna lose this)
Pleading to you is useless
You're not even there
You're not even here
To see I'm trying
God, I'm trying
I don't wanna lose this (I don't wanna lose this)
Pleading to you is useless
You're not even here (Pleading to you is useless)
But you're the only thing I fear
Longevity
Nothing short of shit memories
Left deep in the ebony
Will I ever find clarity?
'Cause the eyes are watching
Your every self-pity
Unpleasant telepathy
They know my every move
But not my identity
That's not my identity
I don't wanna lose this (I don't wanna lose this)
Pleading to you is useless
You're not even there
You're not even here
To see I'm trying
God, I'm trying
I don't wanna lose this (I don't wanna lose this)
Pleading to you is useless
You're not even here (Pleading to you is useless)
But you're the only thing I fear
Am I the only one?
Am I the only one?
Am I the only one?
Am I the only one
Who has the guts to say he's wrong?
I don't wanna lose this
Pleading to you is useless
You're not even there
You're not even here
To see I'm trying
I'm fucking trying
I don't wanna lose this (I don't wanna lose this)
Pleading to you is useless
You're not even here (Pleading to you is useless)
I am the only thing I fear
I am the only thing I fear
I am the only thing I fear
I am the only thing I fear
You're the only thing I
Lyrics submitted by EternalTearsOfSorrow
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I think this is about how elusive time can be as can seem our relevance within it. Sometimes finding our own selves a space within it all - all of the madness - can seem like a sorta war of attrition.