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Self-hatred
That's the illness suffers me
Self-hatred
The devil still won't let me go
I told you before
The thing I hate the most
That's “ME”
Tell me how to overcome
Doctor? Teacher? Friends?
I don't want to talk about it
See? As soon as I start talking, you ignore too
It's too late
I would rather die
I'm tired of this kind of words
It's too late
“I don't even want to sing anymore”
I was almost over
Almost died many times
But I'm barely alive
So I decided to be a different person
Not sure it's right
That made me want to see myself in the past
I just wanted relief
I'm that kind of a guy
Will I make it?
I can see you
Tell me who you are
Tell me your fucking name
You took my heart and don't let go
But for what reason, it isn't painful
It isn't painful
Each time I become unable to know who I am, what I want to do
Maybe I don't have to be strong
If I don’t forget myself
I decided to be a different person
Not sure it's right
That made me want to see myself in the past
I just wanted relief
I'm that kind of a guy
Will I make it?
I can see you
Scratched my heart and all I got was loneliness
The old me is disappearing
This is my worth
This is my worth
I'm myself
Don't forget
Come back here again before it fades away
What do you want from me?
You asked me someday
I knew the answer long ago
I just wanted relief
I'm that kind of a guy
I decided to be a different person
Not sure it's right
That made me want to see myself in the past
Will I make it?
I can see you
Self-hatred
Today I met who I used to be yesterday
Hated him unconsciously
Everyday
Little by little
I decided to be a different person
Not sure it's right
That made me want to see myself in the past
I just wanted relief
I'm that kind of a guy
Will I make it?
I can see you
I can see you
That's the illness suffers me
Self-hatred
The devil still won't let me go
I told you before
The thing I hate the most
That's “ME”
Tell me how to overcome
Doctor? Teacher? Friends?
I don't want to talk about it
See? As soon as I start talking, you ignore too
It's too late
I would rather die
I'm tired of this kind of words
It's too late
“I don't even want to sing anymore”
I was almost over
Almost died many times
But I'm barely alive
So I decided to be a different person
Not sure it's right
That made me want to see myself in the past
I just wanted relief
I'm that kind of a guy
Will I make it?
I can see you
Tell me who you are
Tell me your fucking name
You took my heart and don't let go
But for what reason, it isn't painful
It isn't painful
Each time I become unable to know who I am, what I want to do
Maybe I don't have to be strong
If I don’t forget myself
I decided to be a different person
Not sure it's right
That made me want to see myself in the past
I just wanted relief
I'm that kind of a guy
Will I make it?
I can see you
Scratched my heart and all I got was loneliness
The old me is disappearing
This is my worth
This is my worth
I'm myself
Don't forget
Come back here again before it fades away
What do you want from me?
You asked me someday
I knew the answer long ago
I just wanted relief
I'm that kind of a guy
I decided to be a different person
Not sure it's right
That made me want to see myself in the past
Will I make it?
I can see you
Self-hatred
Today I met who I used to be yesterday
Hated him unconsciously
Everyday
Little by little
I decided to be a different person
Not sure it's right
That made me want to see myself in the past
I just wanted relief
I'm that kind of a guy
Will I make it?
I can see you
I can see you
Lyrics submitted by EternalTearsOfSorrow
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I think this is about disliking one's self to the point where you'd rather almost just become someone else then face your own self anymore. It's that true self loathe and disgust that one must battle with.