Astatos

A collection of broken bones inside my lonely skin
I am no longer who I was once
Every thought is a rotten house that I am locked within
Where is the key where is the crowbar
I withstand myself to cut these ropes that keep me in place that keep me standing
I am frozen, eyes wide shut
And I try to find sleep but i lose myself over the silence (the silence in me)
Cause I relive every day every moment with mindbreaking violence (fighting I against I)
I know I have it all, why do I force myself to fall
Why can't I leave my memories behind and turn my inner tyrant blind
It comes in waves and it leaves me shaking into the day
Astatos you old betrayer
Like setting sails even if I know that I am a cast away
Cast away
And I try to find sleep but i lose myself over the silence (the silence in me)
Cause I relive every day every moment with mindbreaking violence (fighting I against I)
I know I have it all, why do I force myself to fall
Why can't I leave my memories behind and turn my inner tyrant blind
And turn my inner tyrant blind
Inhale, exhale until my lungs collapse
I scream my name out loud to not forget it
Surrender
Ha! Ha! See the faceless laughing at me
While they keep ripping apart what is left deep inside of me
And I try to find sleep but i lose myself over the silence
Cause I relive every day every moment with mindbreaking violence
And I try to find sleep but i lose myself over the silence (the silence in me)
Cause I relive every day every moment with mindbreaking violence (fighting I against I)
I know I have it all, why do I force myself to fall
Why can't I leave my memories behind and turn my inner tyrant blind
And turn my inner tyrant blind
Fighting I against I against I
I`ll leave my memories behind
And turn my inner tyrant blind