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You track the doubts of my soul
Until you found it
The darkened room locked away
I let you in
You looked inside then you turned away
My makeshift savior
He left me right here in my chains
But still I whisper
Still I call you
I never wanted you to see
The darkest part of me
I knew you'd run away
I waited, but you never came
So afraid to be alone
I tried to let you go
And still I find you lost inside the darkest part of me
It's my decent to know your pain
It's watching all I believed fade away
Half traitors and fools
Half beggars and thieves
Which mask will you choose
What is underneath
I never wanted you to see
The darkest part of me
I knew you'd run away
I waited but you never came
So afraid to be alone
I tried to let you go
And still I find you lost inside the darkest part of me
And out of the black state of your perfect life
And out of the darkness that you need to hide
It covers you, it spills over you
I never wanted you to see
The darkest part of me
I knew you'd run away
I waited, but you never came
So afraid to be alone
I tried to let you go
And still I find you lost inside the darkest part of me
Until you found it
The darkened room locked away
I let you in
You looked inside then you turned away
My makeshift savior
He left me right here in my chains
But still I whisper
Still I call you
I never wanted you to see
The darkest part of me
I knew you'd run away
I waited, but you never came
So afraid to be alone
I tried to let you go
And still I find you lost inside the darkest part of me
It's my decent to know your pain
It's watching all I believed fade away
Half traitors and fools
Half beggars and thieves
Which mask will you choose
What is underneath
I never wanted you to see
The darkest part of me
I knew you'd run away
I waited but you never came
So afraid to be alone
I tried to let you go
And still I find you lost inside the darkest part of me
And out of the black state of your perfect life
And out of the darkness that you need to hide
It covers you, it spills over you
I never wanted you to see
The darkest part of me
I knew you'd run away
I waited, but you never came
So afraid to be alone
I tried to let you go
And still I find you lost inside the darkest part of me
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I think this is about showing the person you love all your scars, the darkest parts of your soul and all your flaws and being traumatized when they cannot accept you. Their reaction is that you have lost them now completely. You cannot find anymore any trace of the relationship you once had with them, cause they can't get past the ideals they had in place for you that you have now shattered.