So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
I'm a ghost in your eyes.
A shadow you can't seem to recognize.
I have a thought of you for every star in the sky,
But I'm scared I'll never cross your mind.
Yeah, I'm scared...
Will our stars ever align?
Will two hearts beat in time?
These words you should always remember:
"To you, my heart I surrender"
Chasing love that can never be mine.
Maybe one day you'll realize.
These words you should always remember:
"To you, my heart I surrender"
My heart I surrender...
And I can't count the times,
I stayed awake pretending you were mine.
Now I'm left here with this emptiness inside.
Why can't I make you mine?
Will our stars ever align?
Will two hearts beat in time?
These words you should always remember:
"To you, my heart I surrender"
Chasing love that can never be mine.
Maybe one day you'll realize.
These words you should always remember:
"To you, my heart I surrender"
My heart I surrender...
Will our stars ever align?
Will two hearts beat in time?
These words you should always remember:
"To you, my heart I surrender"
Chasing love that can never be mine.
Maybe one day you'll realize.
These words you should always remember:
"To you, my heart I surrender..."
A shadow you can't seem to recognize.
I have a thought of you for every star in the sky,
But I'm scared I'll never cross your mind.
Yeah, I'm scared...
Will our stars ever align?
Will two hearts beat in time?
These words you should always remember:
"To you, my heart I surrender"
Chasing love that can never be mine.
Maybe one day you'll realize.
These words you should always remember:
"To you, my heart I surrender"
My heart I surrender...
And I can't count the times,
I stayed awake pretending you were mine.
Now I'm left here with this emptiness inside.
Why can't I make you mine?
Will our stars ever align?
Will two hearts beat in time?
These words you should always remember:
"To you, my heart I surrender"
Chasing love that can never be mine.
Maybe one day you'll realize.
These words you should always remember:
"To you, my heart I surrender"
My heart I surrender...
Will our stars ever align?
Will two hearts beat in time?
These words you should always remember:
"To you, my heart I surrender"
Chasing love that can never be mine.
Maybe one day you'll realize.
These words you should always remember:
"To you, my heart I surrender..."
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I think it's about a man that loves a woman but knows she doesn't even know who he is so he holds it all in and well, chases love that can never be his.