Endless Ladder

If I seem much different,
More removed,
If I seem distracted,
It's not from you

If I'm really here now
In a place and time,
Does someone look just like me on the other side?

If you receive a letter in two-thousand twelve,
It could be the last letter you could send to yourself

On an endless ladder
Climbing higher
Climbing higher
Crawling out

On an endless ladder
Climbing higher

So I feel much different
So confused
So I feel refracted
Split in twenty-two
So I'm really here now
In a place and time
(Though I know I might not be on another side)

If I receive a letter from 2017,
I would know how to read it, but not what it means

On an endless ladder
Climbing higher
Climbing higher
Crawling up

On an endless ladder
Climbing higher