This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
It was a close call
Sitting in the back of the room
With a bowl you had owned
But they didn't know
Close in on my black eye
I feel safe at times
Certain emblems
Tell me it's time
Serpents in my mind
Looking for your crimes
Everything changes
I don't want mine to this time
You enjoy sucking on dreams
So I will fall asleep with someone other than you
I had a thought you would take me seriously
And listen on
Serpents in my mind
I am searching for your crimes
Everything changes
In time
You'll stay frozen in time
Collaging girls
Controlling minds
You hold the mirror well
To everybody else
Serpents in my mind
Trying to forgive your crimes
Everyone changes in time
I hope he changes this time
Sitting in the back of the room
With a bowl you had owned
But they didn't know
Close in on my black eye
I feel safe at times
Certain emblems
Tell me it's time
Serpents in my mind
Looking for your crimes
Everything changes
I don't want mine to this time
You enjoy sucking on dreams
So I will fall asleep with someone other than you
I had a thought you would take me seriously
And listen on
Serpents in my mind
I am searching for your crimes
Everything changes
In time
You'll stay frozen in time
Collaging girls
Controlling minds
You hold the mirror well
To everybody else
Serpents in my mind
Trying to forgive your crimes
Everyone changes in time
I hope he changes this time
Lyrics submitted by TheWrongGirl, edited by Uranium
Serpents Lyrics as written by Aaron Brooking Dessner Sharon Katharine Van Etten
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Hipgnosis Songs Group, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
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i think it's a 'boy you would own'
and 'sucking on dreams'
my best guess on the last is 'collaging girls' (as if he collects them?)
dark, nightmarish song about an abusive relationship, i think. it grabs me somehow.
'boy you would know'<br /> <br /> the singer has a friend she's seeing, maybe just to listen, maybe something more, but she still isn't sure she wants out of the abusive/manipulative relationship<br /> <br /> ... it's possible to spend too much time thinking about these things, isn't it...
thank you, i appreciate suggestions. <br /> <br /> i think you're right about the boy part. i still hear OWN, rather than KNOW... but you never do know :)<br /> <br /> i really can't tell if she's saying "drinks" or "dreams" now. i heard "drinks." then i read your suggestion, and i was sure it was "dreams"... then i listened to it several more times and i don't know anymore. <br /> <br /> collaging very well may be it (i was going for the same type of idea -- collecting. i think i meant some variation on the word "coalesce," but i might have gone and just made a word up). <br /> <br /> oh... and, no, it's not possible (to spend too much time thinking about these things). i think i'm making that all too apparent.
These are the lyrics straight from the album booklet:
It was a close call Sitting in the back of the room with a bowl you had owned, But they didn't know. Close in on my black eye. I feel safe at times. Certain emblems Tell me it's time
Serpents in my mind Looking for your crimes Everything changes I don't want to mine to this time
You enjoy sucking on dreams so I will fall asleep with someone other than you I had a thought you would take me seriously And listen on
Serpents in my mind I am searching for your crimes Everything changes In time
You'll stay frozen in time Collaging girls, Controlling minds. You hold the mirror well To everybody else
Serpents in my mind Trying to forgive your crimes Everyone changes in time. I hope he changes this time.
For those of you that have the version from the Walking Dead [Serpents (demo) on Spotify or Serpents (basement) on iTunes] The lyrics are different:
It was a close call Sitting in the back of the room with a ball I had thrown at you, But you didn't know. Lookin at my black eye. I feel safe at times. Certain emblems Tell me it's time
Serpents in my mind Looking for your crimes Everything changes I don't want to mine to this time
You enjoy sucking on poison I will belong to someone other than you I had a thought you would take me someday And listen on
Serpents in my mind I am searching for your crimes Everything changes In time
I was lost in my mistake Now I'm looking for my Intentions, Even I've been at the dark, dark sea Better run, Better run
Serpents in my mind Looking for your crimes When everything changes There's no more time Possibly mine. Nights, Days
Walking on my street at night I feel a little safe, a little in fear this time, My hand in clutch, You've got a knife? Well I've got a gun and
Serpents in my mind, Looking for your crimes, Everything changes, Looking for my crimes, Twisting in despair
I think you are mostly right. This is what I hear from the Serpents (Demo) version: <br /> <br /> It was a close call,<br /> Sitting in the back of the room<br /> With a ball I had thrown at you,<br /> And you didn't know.<br /> <br /> Looking at my black eye,<br /> I feel safe at times.<br /> Certain emblems<br /> Tell me it's time;<br /> <br /> Serpents in my mind,<br /> Looking for your crimes;<br /> Everything changes<br /> I don't want mine this time.<br /> <br /> You enjoy sucking on poison;<br /> I will belong to someone other than you.<br /> I had a thought you would take me someday (sounds closer to sundried, or song dried, or sound right... my two cents)<br /> And listen on: <br /> <br /> Serpents in my mind,<br /> I am searching for your crimes;<br /> Everything changes<br /> In time.<br /> <br /> I was lost in my mistake,<br /> Now I'm looking for my attention, (could also be intention)<br /> Even I've been at the dark, dark sea<br /> Better run, better run;<br /> <br /> Serpents in my mind,<br /> Looking for your crimes<br /> When everything changes,<br /> There's no more time;<br /> Possibly mine. Nights, days.<br /> <br /> Walking on my street at night,<br /> I feel a little safe, a little in fear this time,<br /> My hand in crimes,<br /> You've got a knife? Well I've got a gun!<br /> <br /> Serpents in my mind,<br /> Looking for your crimes;<br /> Everything changes, <br /> Looking for my crimes,<br /> Twist in despair (alternatively--twisting despair).<br /> <br /> I was lost In the world,<br /> You wanted me to run; <br /> And I climbed instead, <br /> Searching for the answers<br /> I will never find; <br /> That's okay, <br /> I know what I'm doing this time.<br /> <br /> Serpents in my mind, <br /> Trying to find your crimes;<br /> Everything changes<br /> In time.
"It was a close call Sitting in the back of the room With a bowl you had owned, But they didn't know. Close in on my black eye. I feel safe at times. Certain emblems Tell me it's time" He/She, I'm going to say she because this song is sung by a girl, but it could go either ways. She is in an abusive relationship, she's trying to keep it hidden but it was a close call and somebody almost figured the situation out. Also that she feels kind of stuck in this whole situation, she feels "safe at times" she doesn't really know what to do but it's all she knows. It can be really hard to leave a violent relationship. "Serpents in my mind Looking for your crimes Everything changes I don't want mine to this time" Serpent means a sly or treacherous person, especially one who abuses the trust of a person and tries to exploit you. So by this she is saying she's got untrustworthy thoughts, she's fighting a battle in her own mind over the whole situation. It's difficult for her, she's torn between his manipulation and "serpent" ways but she's also thinking of the things he's done wrong. "You enjoy sucking on dreams So I will fall asleep with someone other than you I had a thought you would take me seriously And listen on" He's sucked the life out of her, made her feel unworthy. She's basically saying she will find somebody better, who'll treat her with respect and love, unlike the antagonist of this song. I also gather she's tried to speak up about it, but he hasn't taken her seriously or taken the time to listen to her words, instead he's just brushed it off and continued his old ways. "You'll stay frozen in time Collagen girls, Controlling minds. You hold the mirror well To everybody else" Everything seems normal to the outside eye, but it's far from. It's all smoke and mirrors, it's fake, like collagen girls. I'm getting the vibe that he's a charming, charismatic man who seems to present himself well to everybody but his woman. "Serpents in my mind Trying to forgive your crimes Everyone changes in time. I hope he changes this time." She's got deceiving thoughts, she's trying to convince herself that he's going to change although deep down she knows he's not but that small light at the end of the never ending tunnel will keep her running and running. She's trying to protect him by saying people change, but in her mind she's hoping he changes. Just throwing my opinion in, thanks all.
@junglejim4332 I like your opinion
definitely not certain with these. suggestions welcome!
This one touches me, so much.
Absolutely an abusive relationship narrative. What grips me is the fact that she can't get all the negative thoughts out of her head (serpents). It seems extremely debilitating.
Her ex seems like a narcissist who constantly judges others but never himself. He also seems like a manipulator ("controlling minds") who has left his effect on the singer even after he is gone.
Coming here after a long whole since anybody posted but I had some thoughts about the meaning of the second part of this song.
"Serpents in my mind I am searching for your crimes Everything changes In time
You'll stay frozen in time Collaging girls Controlling minds You hold the mirror well To everybody else
Serpents in my mind Trying to forgive your crimes Everyone changes in time I hope he changes this time"
I think her ex, who is clearly abusive had met somebody else and she was fretting about him doing the same things to somebody else. I suspect that there was some worry about not maybe taking a complaint forward because he was free to repeat his actions with somebody else.