I heard a knock upon my door the other day
I opened it to find death staring in my face
The feel of mortal stalking still reverberates
Everywhere I go I drag this coffin just in case

My bodies tremblin' sends shivers down my spine
Adrenaline kicks and shifts into overdrive,
Your secrets keep you sick your lies keep you alive
Snake eyes every single time you roll with crooked dice
I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down
The kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house
I wrestle with my thoughts I shook the hand of doubt
Running from my past I'm praying feet don't fail me now!

I've lost my god damn mind,
It happens all the time,
I can't believe I'm actually
Meant to be here,
Trying to consume,
The drug in me is you
And I'm so high on misery
Can't you see!

I got these questions always running through my head
So many things that I would like to understand
If we are born to die and we all die to live
Then what's the point of living life if it just contradicts?
I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down
The kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house
I wrestle with my thoughts I shook the hand of doubt
Running from my past I'm praying feet don't fail me now!

I've lost my god damn mind
It happens all the time
I can't believe I'm actually
Meant to be here
Trying to consume,
The drug in me is you
And I'm so high on misery
Can't you see!

I've lost
Myself
You tried to reach me but you just can't help me
So long
Goodbye
You tried to save me it wont work this time!

'Cause now
I've lost my fucking mind
And there's no fucking time
I can't believe I'm actually
Meant to be here
Trying to consume,
The drug in me is you
And I'm so high on misery
Can't you see?
Oh can't you see?
Can't you see?



Lyrics submitted by SafaiaX

Track duration: 03:39

"The Drug in Me is You" as written by Michael Elvis Baskette, David Holdredge, Ronnie Radke

Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.

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    Song Meaning:Guuuuys. Ronnie specifically stated in an interview that this song was about his experience in prison, and his realization that he had become his own worst enemy with his drug use. A girl had nothing to do with the lyrics when he wrote them. You can interpret the song any way you like, I'm not saying you can't. But as far as what RONNIE meant when he wrote it, there wasn't any thing to do with a girl.
    Flag Chrissyisakittion August 01, 2012   Link
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    Song Meaning:He was addicted to drugs right? I think he was just singing about how he almost died because of the drugs and he's surprised he lived through it.
    Flag priscillanicoleon June 29, 2012   Link
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    General Comment:Ronnie said in a recent interview that it's about him looking into a mirror and saying all of these things to himself.
    Flag SafaiaXon November 26, 2011   Link
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    General Comment:I agree with MCR9225. ai've felt like taht before.
    Flag blessthefall43on November 15, 2011   Link
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    My Interpretation:I think it's just about how a guy likes a girl and shit. If it was about prison, why would the song be titled,"The drug in me is you?" Maybe the music video was just making it about prison because he was just in prison or what not.
    Flag Kojayo55on October 18, 2011   Link
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    My Interpretation:this song basicaly means from what i get from it is that when he says the drug in me is you i think hes talking about a girl since theres a girl in the video and when he says 'im so high on misery' hes sad that his girl is not in his life
    Flag tiffabear99on October 02, 2011   Link
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    General Comment:I think this song is definitely about his experiences in prison. I think you guys are half right. The lines about the coffin and the dice make me feel like he had to man up in prison and expect trouble and he felt like he was facing death, but i also think, from the video and the lyrics that maybe there was a girl that helped him and was there for him and loved him, but couldn't help him. So he had to help himself and maybe change, he was running from his past and hopes it doesn't catch up with him. Maybe It's just about making a fresh start and putting it behind him.
    Flag GhostSpecOpson August 16, 2011   Link
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    General Comment:Best song on the album along with Pick Up The Phone

    I love the vocal melody and the bass line, fucking awesome
    Flag OneLastSeasonon July 24, 2011   Link
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    My Interpretation:Though I think Ronnie intended for this song to be about his experience in prison, I have interpreted it in a different way.
    This song may be about a girl who he's in love with, but she's unknowingly hurting him (whether it's not answering calls, not seeing him often, etc.). She's like a drug to him- when he's with her, he feels amazing and great, but when he's not with her it's like their relationship is falling apart. This drives him to want to kill himself, because he doesn't want to leave her, but it hurts him too much to stay with her. He questions why he has to be making this decision. He's trying to run from his past with her and start again, but he loves her too much to go. In the end, the girl realizes that she's hurting him and tries to apologize, but it's already too late. He's lost his mind, and tries to kill himself.
    Flag MCR9225on July 16, 2011   Link
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    General Comment:I think the song is about ronnie's experience in prison. Not just based on the video, but also on an interview from las Vegas weekly that was given while Ronnie was in prison. He mentions in the interview that he faced death everywhere he turned in prison, and you really had to man up. This is explained in the first few lines. Especially the line, "everywhere I go I drag this coffin just in case." as for "snake eyes everytime you roll with crooked dice." is he couldnt get away with having to go to jail at all. The darkness he talks about may be prison, or it could be his past that haunts over him. He runs from his past as in the drugs and the fight. He talks about how he lost himself and his mind in the drugs and he's trying to get out of it. And he stated in the interview that he didn't deserve to be in jail, but he deserved to be there for karmic purposes for what he's done in his past. "i can't believe I'm actually meant to be here."
    Flag Hhannahhleighhon July 11, 2011   Link

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