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I don't remember the first time
But I think I'll survive
Probably there not to try to wake up because it feeds it 'gain keeps it alive
There's specific things
That I have to do
Day to day just to keep it at bay
You wouldn't believe if you knew
(Oh no, this isn't real)
(Oh no, this isn't real)
He doesn't know the secret
Here is the best part
This is going to take me
Right back to the start
If I can keep it
If it set in mind
Wait until it sets
Come try it a second time
I don't remember the first time,
But I think I'll survive
Probably there not to try to wake up because it feeds 'gain keeps it alive
(Oh no, this isn't real)
(Yeah)
He doesn't know the secret
Here is the best part
This is going to take me
Right back to the start
If I can keep it
If it set in mind
Wait until it sets
Come try it a second time
I can feel it move
Up into my head
It is ?
Panic in my head
I feel it coming all
Taking over view
Oh please not tonight
There's nothing I can do
This is bigger than me
This is in my fear
This is pedophilia
I just disappear
Swears are falling from me
Swallow up inside
Sail ?
Won't make this upside
I can barely handle
I can hypothesise
Sailing through the curtains
Off into the sky
Where there is no
Depth perception
Keep preoccupied
Self deception
Nobody recognizes
It doesn't have a name
My brother is infected
He's acting just the same
Screaming like a siren
Up and down the hall
He just wants to stop it
He wants to end it all
I am just a child
I am nothing more
There are no basic functions
I am running for
I could run a mile
My distortion
Everything is
Disproportioned
Swallow ? break
All is back again
Everything is closer
More is just the same
And I can hear it
It is raining mind
I will just forget this
'Til next time
But I think I'll survive
Probably there not to try to wake up because it feeds it 'gain keeps it alive
There's specific things
That I have to do
Day to day just to keep it at bay
You wouldn't believe if you knew
(Oh no, this isn't real)
(Oh no, this isn't real)
He doesn't know the secret
Here is the best part
This is going to take me
Right back to the start
If I can keep it
If it set in mind
Wait until it sets
Come try it a second time
I don't remember the first time,
But I think I'll survive
Probably there not to try to wake up because it feeds 'gain keeps it alive
(Oh no, this isn't real)
(Yeah)
He doesn't know the secret
Here is the best part
This is going to take me
Right back to the start
If I can keep it
If it set in mind
Wait until it sets
Come try it a second time
I can feel it move
Up into my head
It is ?
Panic in my head
I feel it coming all
Taking over view
Oh please not tonight
There's nothing I can do
This is bigger than me
This is in my fear
This is pedophilia
I just disappear
Swears are falling from me
Swallow up inside
Sail ?
Won't make this upside
I can barely handle
I can hypothesise
Sailing through the curtains
Off into the sky
Where there is no
Depth perception
Keep preoccupied
Self deception
Nobody recognizes
It doesn't have a name
My brother is infected
He's acting just the same
Screaming like a siren
Up and down the hall
He just wants to stop it
He wants to end it all
I am just a child
I am nothing more
There are no basic functions
I am running for
I could run a mile
My distortion
Everything is
Disproportioned
Swallow ? break
All is back again
Everything is closer
More is just the same
And I can hear it
It is raining mind
I will just forget this
'Til next time
Lyrics submitted by sunnyheights, edited by dahliablack
Track duration: 04:10
"Spank" as written by Aaron Short Alisa Xayalith
Lyrics © SPIRIT TWO MUSIC
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I don't remember the first time
but I think I survived
Probably better not to try to wake up
Cuz it feeds again
Keeps it alive
There are specific things
That I have to do
Day to day, just to keep it at bay
You wouldn't believe if you knew
(oh, no, this isn't real)
Here's a little secret
Here's the best part
This is gonna take me,
right back to the start
If I can cure it
If its set in mind
Wait until it settles
Come down a second time
I don't remember the first time
but I think I survived
Probably better not to try to wake up
Cuz it feeds again
Keeps it alive
(oh, no, this isn't real)
Here's a little secret
Here's the best part
This is gonna take me
Right back to the start
If I can cure it
If its set in mind
Wait until it settles
Come down a second time
I can feel it loom
Up into my head
It is in the room
I'm panicking in bed
I feel it coming on
Taking overview
Oh please, not tonight
There's nothing I can do
This is bigger than me
This is in my fear
This is pitiful
I just disappear
Swears falling from me
Swallowed up inside
Sell my senses if it
Would make this subside
I can barely handle
I can pass the time
Staring through the curtains
Up into the sky
Where there is no depth perception
Keep me occupied
Self-deception
Nobody recognizes
It doesn't have a name
My brother is infected
He's acting just the same
Screaming like a siren
Up and down the halls
He just wants to stop it
He wants to end it all
I am just a child
I am nothing more
Than the basic functions
I am running from
I could run a mile
My distortion
Everything is
Disproportioned
But I think I'll survive
Probably better not to try again
'Cause it feeds it, yeah, keeps it alive
There're specific things that I have to do
Day to day just to keep it at bay
You wouldn't believe if you knew
(Oh no, this isn't real)
(Oh no, this isn't real)
Here a little secret
Here's the best part
This is gonna take me
Right back to the start
If I can keep it
If it's set in mind
Wait until it settles
Come join a second time
I don't remember the first time
But I think I'll survive
Probably better not to try to wake up
'Cause it feeds it, yeah, keeps it alive
(Oh no, (no) this isn't real)
(Hmm)
Here's a little secret
Here's the best part
This is gonna take me
Right back to the start
If I can keep it
If it's set in mind
Wait until it settles
Come join a second time
I can feel it move
Up into my head
It is in the room
Panicking in bed
I feel it coming on
Taking over you
Oh, please, not tonight
There's nothing I can do
This is bigger than me
This is in my fear
This is pedophilia
I just disappear
Swears are falling from me
Swallowed up inside
Sailed it as if it
Would make this subside
I can barely handle
I can pass the time
Staring through the curtains
Up into the sky
Where there is no
Depth perception
Keep preoccupied
Self deception
Nobody recognizes
It doesn't have a name
My brother is infected
He's acting just the same
Screaming like a siren
Up and down the hall
He just wants to stop it
He wants to end it all
I am just a child
I am nothing more
Than the basic functions
I am running from
I could run a mile
My distortion
Everything is
Disproportioned
Suddenly a break
All is back again
Everything is closer
More or less the same
And I can hear it
It's real and wild
I will just forget this
'Til next time
But I think I'll survive
Probably better not to try to wake up because it feeds it 'gain keeps it alive
There're specific things
That I have to do
Day to day just to keep it at bay
You wouldn't believe if you knew
(TOM: Oh no, this isn't real x2)
He doesn't know the secret
He is the best part
This is going to take me
Right back to the start
If I can keep it
If it set in mind
Wait until it sets
Come try a second time
I don't remember the first time,
But I think I'll survive
Probably better not to try to wake up because it feeds it 'gain keeps it alive
(TOM: Oh no, this isn't real)
(ALISSA: Yeah)
He doesn't know the secret
He is the best part
This is going to take me
Right back to the start
If I can keep it
If it set in mind
Wait until it sets
Come try it a second time
I can feel it move
Up into my head
It is in the room
Panic in my head
I feel it coming on
Taking over you
Oh please not tonight
There's nothing I can do
This is bigger than me
This is in my fear
This is pitiful
I just disappear
Swears are falling from me
Swallow up inside
?
would make this subside
I can barely handle
I can pass the time
Staring through the curtains
Up into the sky
Where there is no
Depth perception
Keep preoccupied
Self deception
Nobody recognizes
It doesn't have a name
My brother is infected
He's acting just the same
Screaming like a siren
Up and down the hall
He just wants to stop it
He wants to end it all
I am just a child
I am nothing more
Than the basic functions
I am running from
I could run a mile
My distortion
Everything is
Disproportioned
?
All is back again
Everything is closer
More is just the same
And I can hear it
It's rewind?
I will just forget this
'Til next time