I don't remember the first time
But I think I'll survive
Probably there not to try to wake up because it feeds it 'gain keeps it alive

There's specific things
That I have to do
Day to day just to keep it at bay
You wouldn't believe if you knew

(Oh no, this isn't real)
(Oh no, this isn't real)

He doesn't know the secret
Here is the best part
This is going to take me
Right back to the start
If I can keep it
If it set in mind
Wait until it sets
Come try it a second time

I don't remember the first time,
But I think I'll survive
Probably there not to try to wake up because it feeds 'gain keeps it alive

(Oh no, this isn't real)
(Yeah)

He doesn't know the secret
Here is the best part
This is going to take me
Right back to the start
If I can keep it
If it set in mind
Wait until it sets
Come try it a second time

I can feel it move
Up into my head
It is ?
Panic in my head
I feel it coming all
Taking over view
Oh please not tonight
There's nothing I can do

This is bigger than me
This is in my fear
This is pedophilia
I just disappear
Swears are falling from me
Swallow up inside
Sail ?
Won't make this upside

I can barely handle
I can hypothesise
Sailing through the curtains
Off into the sky
Where there is no
Depth perception
Keep preoccupied
Self deception
Nobody recognizes
It doesn't have a name
My brother is infected
He's acting just the same
Screaming like a siren
Up and down the hall
He just wants to stop it
He wants to end it all

I am just a child
I am nothing more
There are no basic functions
I am running for
I could run a mile
My distortion
Everything is
Disproportioned

Swallow ? break
All is back again
Everything is closer
More is just the same
And I can hear it
It is raining mind
I will just forget this
'Til next time



Lyrics submitted by sunnyheights, edited by dahliablack

Track duration: 04:10

"Spank" as written by Aaron Short Alisa Xayalith

Lyrics © SPIRIT TWO MUSIC

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    My Interpretation:-This is one of my favorite songs and I feel like what I hear is exactly what I would write if I were writing a song about withdrawal, therefore, I'm putting down the lyrics as I hear them, pertaining to opiate withdrawal:

    I don't remember the first time
    but I think I survived
    Probably better not to try to wake up
    Cuz it feeds again
    Keeps it alive

    There are specific things
    That I have to do
    Day to day, just to keep it at bay
    You wouldn't believe if you knew

    (oh, no, this isn't real)

    Here's a little secret
    Here's the best part
    This is gonna take me,
    right back to the start
    If I can cure it
    If its set in mind
    Wait until it settles
    Come down a second time

    I don't remember the first time
    but I think I survived
    Probably better not to try to wake up
    Cuz it feeds again
    Keeps it alive

    (oh, no, this isn't real)

    Here's a little secret
    Here's the best part
    This is gonna take me
    Right back to the start
    If I can cure it
    If its set in mind
    Wait until it settles
    Come down a second time

    I can feel it loom
    Up into my head
    It is in the room
    I'm panicking in bed
    I feel it coming on
    Taking overview
    Oh please, not tonight
    There's nothing I can do

    This is bigger than me
    This is in my fear
    This is pitiful
    I just disappear
    Swears falling from me
    Swallowed up inside
    Sell my senses if it
    Would make this subside

    I can barely handle
    I can pass the time
    Staring through the curtains
    Up into the sky
    Where there is no depth perception
    Keep me occupied
    Self-deception

    Nobody recognizes
    It doesn't have a name
    My brother is infected
    He's acting just the same
    Screaming like a siren
    Up and down the halls
    He just wants to stop it
    He wants to end it all

    I am just a child
    I am nothing more
    Than the basic functions
    I am running from
    I could run a mile
    My distortion
    Everything is
    Disproportioned
    Flag suburbia23on March 21, 2013   Link
  • 0
    My Interpretation:I don't remember the first time
    But I think I'll survive
    Probably better not to try again
    'Cause it feeds it, yeah, keeps it alive

    There're specific things that I have to do
    Day to day just to keep it at bay
    You wouldn't believe if you knew

    (Oh no, this isn't real)

    (Oh no, this isn't real)
    Here a little secret
    Here's the best part
    This is gonna take me
    Right back to the start
    If I can keep it
    If it's set in mind
    Wait until it settles
    Come join a second time

    I don't remember the first time
    But I think I'll survive
    Probably better not to try to wake up
    'Cause it feeds it, yeah, keeps it alive

    (Oh no, (no) this isn't real)
    (Hmm)

    Here's a little secret
    Here's the best part
    This is gonna take me
    Right back to the start
    If I can keep it
    If it's set in mind
    Wait until it settles
    Come join a second time

    I can feel it move
    Up into my head
    It is in the room
    Panicking in bed
    I feel it coming on
    Taking over you
    Oh, please, not tonight
    There's nothing I can do

    This is bigger than me
    This is in my fear
    This is pedophilia
    I just disappear
    Swears are falling from me
    Swallowed up inside
    Sailed it as if it
    Would make this subside

    I can barely handle
    I can pass the time
    Staring through the curtains
    Up into the sky
    Where there is no
    Depth perception
    Keep preoccupied
    Self deception

    Nobody recognizes
    It doesn't have a name
    My brother is infected
    He's acting just the same
    Screaming like a siren
    Up and down the hall
    He just wants to stop it
    He wants to end it all

    I am just a child
    I am nothing more
    Than the basic functions
    I am running from
    I could run a mile
    My distortion
    Everything is
    Disproportioned

    Suddenly a break
    All is back again
    Everything is closer
    More or less the same
    And I can hear it
    It's real and wild
    I will just forget this
    'Til next time
    Flag dahliablackon January 22, 2013   Link
  • 0
    Lyric Correction:I don't remember the first time
    But I think I'll survive
    Probably better not to try to wake up because it feeds it 'gain keeps it alive

    There're specific things
    That I have to do
    Day to day just to keep it at bay
    You wouldn't believe if you knew

    (TOM: Oh no, this isn't real x2)

    He doesn't know the secret
    He is the best part
    This is going to take me
    Right back to the start
    If I can keep it
    If it set in mind
    Wait until it sets
    Come try a second time

    I don't remember the first time,
    But I think I'll survive
    Probably better not to try to wake up because it feeds it 'gain keeps it alive

    (TOM: Oh no, this isn't real)
    (ALISSA: Yeah)

    He doesn't know the secret
    He is the best part
    This is going to take me
    Right back to the start
    If I can keep it
    If it set in mind
    Wait until it sets
    Come try it a second time

    I can feel it move
    Up into my head
    It is in the room
    Panic in my head
    I feel it coming on
    Taking over you
    Oh please not tonight
    There's nothing I can do

    This is bigger than me
    This is in my fear
    This is pitiful
    I just disappear
    Swears are falling from me
    Swallow up inside
    ?
    would make this subside

    I can barely handle
    I can pass the time
    Staring through the curtains
    Up into the sky
    Where there is no
    Depth perception
    Keep preoccupied
    Self deception
    Nobody recognizes
    It doesn't have a name
    My brother is infected
    He's acting just the same
    Screaming like a siren
    Up and down the hall
    He just wants to stop it
    He wants to end it all

    I am just a child
    I am nothing more
    Than the basic functions
    I am running from
    I could run a mile
    My distortion
    Everything is
    Disproportioned

    ?
    All is back again
    Everything is closer
    More is just the same
    And I can hear it
    It's rewind?
    I will just forget this
    'Til next time
    Flag mwinship13on January 05, 2012   Link

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