Taylor capitalized seemingly random letters in the printed lyrics for each song. These spell out little messages, usually about who or what inspired the tune. In this instance the message spells out "FOREVER AND ALWAYS." This was the title of a song Taylor wrote about the ending of her relationship with Joe Jonas whom she dated in the summer of 2008. The Queen of Country Pop also addresses the girl who stole Joe from her on Better than Revenge, another track on Speak Now.
Another indication that Taylor is addressing Joe Jonas in this song is she sings about remembering how "I ran off the plane that July 9th" into his arms. The singer flew to Dallas on July 9, 2008 to attend a Jonas Brothers show.
Taylor was asked during an interview with Jam! Music if she worries about revealing too much in her songs. She replied: "Throughout all of the changes that have happened in my life, one of the priorities I've had is to never change the way I write songs and the reasons I write songs. I write songs to help me understand life a little more. I write songs to get past things that cause me pain. And I write songs because sometimes life makes more sense to me when it's being sung in a chorus, and when I can write it in a verse."
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe"
When I hear these to lines cant help bursting into tears because they are so very true to me. I clearly remember how i used to fell asleep in his arms and the wake up in the middle of the night, not being able to or wanting to sleep again because I could just feel him breathing and I could just watch him while he slept for hours. I wanted to enjoy every moment because i was somehow also aware of that I would not be this happy forever - which was true. One day everything just felt apart and even though there is nothing else in the world i would not want more then it is impossible for us to be together because of some things he has done and how sad and depressed he made me feel - it's impossible to be with someone who has hurt you so much even though you are somehow still in love.
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