It's been a long, long time since I've memorized your face
It's been four hours now since I've wandered through your place
And when I sleep on your couch I feel very safe
And when you bring the blankets I cover up my face
I do love you
I do love you

And when you play guitar I listen to the strings buzz
The metal vibrates underneath your fingers
And when you crochet I feel mesmerized and proud
And I would say I love you, but saying it out loud
It's hard so I won't say it at all
And I won't stay very long
But you are the life I needed all along
I think of you as my brother
Although that sounds dumb
And words are futile devices


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    I've read some of the comments here and I'm afraid to say I don't really agree....the song to me is about a love and a life that the singer as so envisioned and wanted and idolized that he can never really be ready to live it but instead is forced when he does at last find it, to give it up for he knows if he stays it will end in ruin.

    He relates to her as a "brother" because his love is something more than just "love" it's a friendship and a companionship.

    Cyberghoston October 27, 2010   Link

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