What would I do differently
With two kids on my hip?

Let them say what they will, because they will anyhow
Let them say what they will, because they will anyhow

I'm the age you were then
What goes through your mind?
Find some success
And reduce the worry on your babies' minds

Let them say what they will, because they will anyhow
Let them say what they will, because they will anyhow
Lay (lay), lay back and light up
Lay (lay), lay back and light up
Without any guilt

Lay (lay), lay back and light up
Lay (lay), lay back and light up
Without any guilt

Credit my weak heart and strong mind
To that bad circumstance and the terrible time
Well I've searched for myself . . .
What will I find?

Let them say what they will, because they will anyhow
Let them say what they will, because they will anyhow

We're eggshells and not easy to hold
We uncurl and unwind when we sleep side by side

Let them say what they will, because they will anyhow
Let them say what they will, because they will anyhow
Lay (lay), lay back and light up
Lay (lay), lay back and light up
Without any guilt
Lay (lay), lay back and light up
Lay (lay), lay back and light up



Lyrics submitted by nylon1979, edited by Mellow_Harsher

Track duration: 02:19


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    My Interpretation:I think that it's about how people say stuff about Tegan and/or Sara and there girlfriends (do they have any at the moment??). How people, mainly mothers (What would I do differently? With two kids on my hip.), act differently when they walk by with their girlfriends. But they dont care.
    Flag AFI4everzon June 17, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:i thought this song was about their disapproval of their mother's smoking (cigarettes/weed) around them, either while she was pregnant or while she was taking care of them as children. She neglected them by doing so, but didn't seem to care. Maybe i'm taking the "light up" line too literally.
    Flag instantclassicon June 14, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:i always thought this was being about being a gay parent. and the stress of having kids in the world who will be picked on.
    Flag ariseandbeon June 12, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:I actually hear, "What would I do to find relief, with two kids on my hips?"
    Flag youisapunkon December 24, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:stop reposting the lyrics over and over wtf.
    Flag ahaaaon December 10, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:i'd like to posit my translation... it only so slightly differs...

    what would i do differently
    with two kids on my hip

    let them say what they will
    'cause they will anyhow
    let them say what they will
    'cause they will anyhow

    i'm the age you were then
    what goes through your mind
    find some success
    and reduce the worry
    on your babies' minds

    let them say what they will
    'cause they will anyhow
    let them say what they will
    'cause they will anyhow

    lay, lay back and light up
    lay, lay back and light up
    without any guilt
    lay, lay back and light up
    lay, lay back and light up
    without any guilt

    credit my weak heart and strong mind
    to that bad circumstance
    oh/with (??) that terrible time
    would i've searched for myself
    what would i find

    let them say what they will
    'cause they will anyhow
    let them say what they will
    'cause they will anyhow

    we're eggshells and not easy to hold
    we uncurl and unwind when we sleep side by side

    let them say what they will
    'cause they will anyhow
    let them say what they will
    'cause they will anyhow

    lay, lay back and light up
    lay, lay back and light up
    without any guilt
    lay, lay back and light up
    lay, lay back and light up
    without any guilt
    lay, lay back and light up
    lay, lay back and light up

    Flag TheWrongGirlon December 01, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:yes, i find that i've been confronted with ideas like this lately. i was much more angsty when i was younger. i used to think about all the things i would've done differently if i were my parents, and sometimes even wonder, if i were my mother, how i would be able to live with myself. and i sometimes think about the right circumstances under which i'd prefer certain things to occur now (say, for instance, i were to have a kid of my own). however, as i've grown a bit older, i see that my parents are not by any means perfect, and there are many things i wouldn't have done and many ways i disagree with how they did things... but, i think, they mostly did the best that they could do, the best they knew how to. and we can't dwell in how we would've done things or in our wrongs, or else we'll drown in them. nobody has it all figured out, or knows what to expect. you just do what you can under the circumstances. the responsibility that comes in being responsible for another/others is somewhat incomprehensible to me. i can barely deal with merely being responsible for myself. people are sensitive, and unpredictable, and very fragile... honestly, it can be kind of scary, because there's nothing beyond us; we hold each other together. as children, we regard our parents as this ideal... as the care takers, the protectors... the ones who have it and keep it together. at some point, i think we become aware that everyone's susceptible to the same things, and that we're all sort of the same.

    by the way, i've digressed to an absurd degree... as for the song, whenever i listen to it, i think it's sort of heartbreaking. the feeling sort of epitomizes nostalgia for me -- calming and comforting, yet sad and aching, at the same time. bittersweet. that's the word.
    Flag TheWrongGirlon November 26, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:the way i see it, it's about her mum and having to grow up and raise them (tegan and sara) at such a young age and making sure that they were alright and safe, regardless of what other people said about her or them, or the situation or whatever.

    and Sara is contemplating over what her life would have been like had she been through that while giving credit to her mum for doing what she did and getting through everything with them because well, raising kids on your own is by no means easy.

    "What would I do differently
    With two kids on my hip
    Let them say what they will, 'cause they will anyhow"
    Flag brokenxwristson November 01, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:Thanks. Yes, this is my favorite song on Sainthood as well.
    Flag nylon1979on November 01, 2009   Link
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    My Opinion:favorite song on sainthood.
    Flag ahaaaon October 31, 2009   Link

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