So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
Fall
Now the dark begins to rise
Save your breath, it's far from over
Leave the lost and dead behind
Now's your chance to run for cover
I don't wanna change the world
I just wanna leave it colder
Light the fuse and burn it up
Take the path that leads to nowhere
All is lost again
But I'm not giving in
I will not bow
I will not break
I will shut the world away
I will not fall
I will not fade
I will take your breath away
Fall
Watch the end through dying eyes
Now the dark is taking over
Show me where forever dies
Take the fall and run to Heaven
All is lost again
But I'm not giving in
I will not bow
I will not break
I will shut the world away
I will not fall
I will not fade
I will take your breath away
And I'll survive, paranoid
I have lost the will to change
And I am not proud, cold-blooded fake
I will shut the world away
Open your eyes
I will not bow
I will not break
I will shut the world away
I will not fall
I will not fade
I will take your breath away
And I'll survive, paranoid
I have lost the will to change
And I am not proud, cold-blooded fake
I will shut the world away
Fall
Now the dark begins to rise
Save your breath, it's far from over
Leave the lost and dead behind
Now's your chance to run for cover
I don't wanna change the world
I just wanna leave it colder
Light the fuse and burn it up
Take the path that leads to nowhere
All is lost again
But I'm not giving in
I will not bow
I will not break
I will shut the world away
I will not fall
I will not fade
I will take your breath away
Fall
Watch the end through dying eyes
Now the dark is taking over
Show me where forever dies
Take the fall and run to Heaven
All is lost again
But I'm not giving in
I will not bow
I will not break
I will shut the world away
I will not fall
I will not fade
I will take your breath away
And I'll survive, paranoid
I have lost the will to change
And I am not proud, cold-blooded fake
I will shut the world away
Open your eyes
I will not bow
I will not break
I will shut the world away
I will not fall
I will not fade
I will take your breath away
And I'll survive, paranoid
I have lost the will to change
And I am not proud, cold-blooded fake
I will shut the world away
Fall
Lyrics submitted by MusicFREAK20, edited by garrett14
I Will Not Bow Lyrics as written by Benjamin Burnley Jasen Rauch
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Walt Disney Music Company
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The truth of this song is, it's about Breaking Benjamin's experience in an Indian restaurant one night. I shall take the song one line at a time and explain the real meaning behind the song. I begin with a correction of the opening line:
Contrary to received wisdom, the first word is not "fall", but:
"PHAL!"
A phal is a particularly hot kind of curry; in fact, one of the hottest. In shouting the word at the beginning of the song, Ben Burnley sets up the song's context and tells us straight away that the song is about a curry.
"Now the dark begins to rise, save your breath, it's far from over"
The "dark" here refers to the overpowering strength of the curry. Ben burps a foul smelling burp here, hence the "rise" part i.e. it rises up from his stomach. Of course, the burp isn't alone, and others follow.
"Leave the lost and dead behind, now's the time to run for cover"
People are fleeing the restaurant to avoid suffocating in the poisonous burp of Ben Burnley.
"I don't want to change the world, I just want to leave it colder"
He wants to stop the burning in his throat, and cool the spices burning up his stomach.
"Light the fuse and burn it up, take the path that leads to nowhere"
Walking home, drunk and intoxicated on the incredibly hot curry, Ben lights a cigarette (lighting the fuse) and instead of walking straight home, decides to take an unknown route home (the path to nowhere).
"All is lost again, but I'm not giving in"
His wallet fell out of his pocket and he lost it in the dark path he was talkin about in the previous line.
"I will not bow, I will not break etc..."
Some homeless guy stops him on the road to nowhere and begs him for spare change. But Ben, as we know, has none. He refuses to give in to the homeless man's demands.
lol