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I'll vomit illusions,
Trick myself that i'm happy,
But so much comes out of my mouth it's burning me empty.
I think my heart could receive it,
Cheap imposter where you heading,
Thank you my love would you believe me,
Thank you my love would you be listening.
But so much comes out of my mouth it's burning me empty.
Feel me my anger's gone,
I don't breathe i only have a son,
It's not me (it's not me-e-e)
I'm not real, I Was never born.
x2
I am forever alive,
I hook my heart to my eyes,
I reach from birth just to die,
I keep the devil inside i grow him in me.
I think my heart could receive it,
Cheap imposter where you heading,
Thank you my love would you believe me,
Thank you my love would you be listening.
But so much comes out of my mouth it's burning me empty.
Feel me my anger's gone,
I don't breathe i only have a son,
It's not me (it's not me-e-e)
I'm not real, I Was never born.
x2
I watched you choke on me,
You leave me unbalanced,
You come back to break them.
x4
Feel me my anger's gone,
I don't breathe i only have a son,
It's not me (it's not me-e-e)
I'm not real, I Was never born.
x2
I AM FOREVER ALIVE,
I HOOK MY HEART TO MY EYES
Trick myself that i'm happy,
But so much comes out of my mouth it's burning me empty.
I think my heart could receive it,
Cheap imposter where you heading,
Thank you my love would you believe me,
Thank you my love would you be listening.
But so much comes out of my mouth it's burning me empty.
Feel me my anger's gone,
I don't breathe i only have a son,
It's not me (it's not me-e-e)
I'm not real, I Was never born.
x2
I am forever alive,
I hook my heart to my eyes,
I reach from birth just to die,
I keep the devil inside i grow him in me.
I think my heart could receive it,
Cheap imposter where you heading,
Thank you my love would you believe me,
Thank you my love would you be listening.
But so much comes out of my mouth it's burning me empty.
Feel me my anger's gone,
I don't breathe i only have a son,
It's not me (it's not me-e-e)
I'm not real, I Was never born.
x2
I watched you choke on me,
You leave me unbalanced,
You come back to break them.
x4
Feel me my anger's gone,
I don't breathe i only have a son,
It's not me (it's not me-e-e)
I'm not real, I Was never born.
x2
I AM FOREVER ALIVE,
I HOOK MY HEART TO MY EYES
Lyrics submitted by Halfein
Track duration: 03:48
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I'll vomit illusions,
Trick myself that i'm happy,
But so much comes out of my mouth it's burning me empty.
He vomits illusions to hide the truth that he is really depressed but he lies to himself so much he's hating who he is.
I think my heart could receive it,
Cheap impostor where you heading,
He knows that he could fall in love and the emptiness would subside (he's capable of receiving love) but everyone he's ever been with, he eventually lost interest in or vice versa and he wonders where they're headed because he still cares about them, he's just not in love them.
Thank you my love would you believe me,
Thank you my love would you be listening.
But so much comes out of my mouth it's burning me empty.
He's flashing back to a relationship where he questions if the person ever really believed the pain he felt or even listened to him, but he lied to himself during the relationship telling himself they did but looking back... they didn't
Feel me my anger's gone,
I don't breathe I only AM a son,
It's not me (it's not me-e-e)
I'm not real, I Was never born.
Some deep emotions toward his father treating him like shit.
he doesn't breath or say a word out of fear, he tells himself i don't want to be like that
but he realizes he is so he wants that part of him to have never existed.
I am forever alive,
I hook my heart to my eyes,
I reach from birth just to die,
I keep the devil inside i grow him in me.
He's learning the anger in him will forever be there and he needs to work on controlling it.
His heart follows whatever it see's (easily influenced by things around him cigarettes, pot, drinking ect.) He feels he's nothing but a problem and he he was meant to be this dark and depressed.
I watched you choke on me,
You leave me unbalanced,
You come back to break them.
Back to his relationships, they all were brought down by his anger and depression, maybe the made him upset or angry so he was unbalanced like you drive me crazy. But they keep getting back together because she is good at keeping him distracted from his pain.
The family disease is referring to the fact that he's like this because of how he grew up.
This song is definitely about abortion, as is the entire album, because it's a CONCEPT ALBUM about abortion.
I'm pretty sure the verses are from the mothers perspective and the chorus is from the perspective of the aborted child.
A majority of the cd is about abortion.
Yup.
im not real i was never born
God is real, and he created all of us. this song is from the perspective of an aborted child
I am forever alive,
I hook my heart to my eyes,
I reach from birth just to die,
I keep the devil inside i grow him in me.
I think my heart could receive it,
Cheap imposter where you heading,
Thank you my love would you believe me,
Thank you my love would you be listening.
But so much comes out of my mouth it's burning me empty
Hes obviously speaking of himself, hes saying how he was created just to be killed (aborted) and if you read the lyrics to the rest of the album, he implies that he knows his mothers intentions and knows what "shes feeding" him, there fore the line "i keep the devil inside, i grow him in me" is refferering to the anger and hate hes gained for his unsung unheard existence, and he blames possibly god and definately his parents for it. The Devil is referring to the hate im speaking of. The line " so much comes out of my mouth and its burning me empty" means that he has a voice and words he wants to say to his parents, but no one can hear him, so he screams and yells for help until hes "burned empty"
This song is not about god at all. in fact, this album has references to god and the devil, and it seems that he was also confused in his faith. but my point is the song and album is about abortion, an "elegy to the unborn" :D
the whole cd is based around abortion
that's a big stretch.
I think abortion is the main and actual concept, actually. it only makes sense.
I think that he is dealing with a love that he can not have, and it is a theme I find relevant in the album. Or maybe a sibling altercation.
Vomiting illusions-speaking lies to trick himself to be happy.
Hook my heart to my eyes-his emotions are being drug by what he sees is apparent.
He seems to be accepting to himself that he is a failure, and the devil, or evil, is inside him.
He is sick of living the lies. Hence the vomit word choice and the use of the words cheap imposter.
The only part I don't understand is the part of the son.
Maybe this is but an elegy to the unborn.
haha.
it sounds nothing like BMTH at all
it's like the farthest thing i've ever heard from BMTH
hahahaha
you see what talking about shit you don't know about gets you kid? federal prison. shut your fucking mouth and stay in school kid.