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The Diary Lyrics
'Cause I don't wanna be like this
I've been runnin' these streets For too long now I've got nothing that's true But this song now But the further I go I wanna go home 'Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been runnin' these streets For too long now I've got nothing that's true But this song now But the further I go I wanna go home I fuckin' swear that I care But it's hard when you stare Into the bottom of a bottle That is empty and bare All my desolate soul In my desolate home It's my desolate role Yeah I'm here all alone I can't think of a reason To get the fuck out of bed Curtains closed, lights are off Am I alive or dead? I haven't shaved in a week I always slur when I speak Tolerance at its peak Another fit just to sleep Oh woe is me, woe is me I guess I need love Hoes ya see, Hoes ya see I'm just in a rut And I swear I'm tryin' baby please Baby don't leave God-damn I'm a fuck-up But I guess that's just me So I sit in my room And I'll cry in my bed Thinkin' about all the shit That made me wrong in my head I keep tryin to climb But it seems so steep Pour myself a fuckin' whisky And go back to sleep, bitch 'Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been runnin' these streets For too long now I've got nothing that's true But this song now But the further I go I wanna go home 'Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been runnin' these streets For too long now I've got nothing that's true But this song now But the further I go I wanna go home I watch my momma cry She says 'baby why?' I say 'baby died, Baby's gone like a suicide' I don't think you'll see him soon, mom Stay out my room, mom Tell daddy that I hate That motherfucker like you, mom I sing this shit for you, Danny, Sasha and Jordan These beers keep gettin' warmer Every time that I hold 'em I pour this out for you Like a partner in crime It's part of the times When you're sick in the mind Yeah I'm sick, oh so sick I'm so sick of this shit Yeah I'm lit, oh so lit I'm so fucked up off it So I stumble around Til I stumble fall down To this puddle of my tears Layin' here on the ground When you've got nothing left You've got nothing left to lose With my last left single breath I'll still be singing to you So when you bury me man You better bury me deep And sing along to this song Because you're broken like me 'Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been runnin' these streets For too long now I've got nothing that's true But this song now But the further I go I wanna go home 'Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been runnin' these streets For too long now I've got nothing that's true But this song now But the further I go I wanna go home And I wanna go back to the start Back where we started from And I know it's been so long I was wrong, I was wrong I was wrong all along And I wanna go back to the start Back where we started from And I know it's been so long I was wrong, I was wrong I was wrong all along 'Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been runnin' these streets For too long now I've got nothing that's true But this song now But the further I go I wanna go home 'Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been runnin' these streets For too long now I've got nothing that's true But this song now But the further I go I wanna go home |
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09-03-2008
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09-03-2008
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09-07-2008
before we fixed everything between us.
i love this song.
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09-09-2008
who wouldn't love this song?
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09-23-2008
It's one of my faves from HU.
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10-02-2008
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10-07-2008
Sounds like a run of the mill song about teenage years. I imagine alot of HU fans would like this song since they're living this life. I know my high school years were like this sans the alcohol and drugs.
I sense a hint of sarcasm throughout it though. Like they aren't quite taking it seriously.
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10-13-2008
Very sad song... I can relate to it.
Well... I think everyone of us had these "moments" ...
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10-22-2008
fucking awesome line:
"I keep tryin to climb
But it seems so steep
Pour myself a fuckin' whisky
And go back to sleep, bitch"
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03-24-2009
I think this song is about either Da Kurlzz, Johnny 3 tears, J-Dog, Funny Man, Deuce, or Charlie Scene struggling with drugs and alcohol.
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04-10-2009
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04-22-2009
all
"pour my self a fuckin whiskey and go back to sleep(BITCH)"
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05-06-2009
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05-07-2009
07-18-2009
HU 4 Life!
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08-25-2009
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10-29-2009
But I like this song, and I really feel for it. It's like they understand what
*most* people are actually going through.. To an extent. (obviously not exactly..but
eh..anyways)
So, he ran away from his problems.. Maybe not literally, they talk about drugs and
alcohol, so maybe he abused to get away from everything.
"I can't think of a reason
To get the fuck out of bed
Curtains closed, lights are off
Am I alive or dead?
I haven't shaved in a week
I always slur when I speak"
Obviously, feeling like there is no real meaning for anything. No hope.
"I guess I need love
Hoes ya see, Hoes ya see
I'm just in a rut
And I swear I'm tryin' baby please
Baby don't leave
God-damn I'm a fuck-up
But I guess that's just me"
So, he might be with this girl who cares about him. And he declares to be a
fuck-up, but he's the only one who even believes it.
Ironically, he feels like noone really cares, but at least someone, if not a
bigger group of people care and don't think he's a fuckup, maybe making a bad
choice.
"So I sit in my room
And I'll cry in my bed
Thinkin' about all the shit
That made me wrong in my head
I keep tryin to climb
But it seems so steep
Pour myself a fuckin' whisky
And go back to sleep, bitch"
Obviously, he's depressed. And can't help what is runnning through is mind,
but he's trying to make himself better..But gives up in the end, and goes back
to getting drunk.
"I watch my momma cry
She says 'baby why?'
I say 'baby died,
Baby's gone like a suicide'"
His mom is just asking why he's doing all these horrible things to himself,
and he says basically..He isn't himself, his old self "good self" (if you
wanna say) is dead.
"I pour this out for you
Like a partner in crime
It's part of the times
When you're sick in the mind"
I feel like..This part is more of a shout out, to everyone who is listening.
If they are feeling similar, worse or better. He's spilling his heart for them
so they know, they are not alone in their feelings.
"And I wanna go back to the start
Back where we started from
And I know it's been so long
I was wrong, I was wrong
I was wrong all along"
Personally, one of the my favorite verses.. Because I feel for it..
so i'll put myself in this interpretation. I want everything to be
back when everything was good..I've been wronging everyone, myself
included. He (and I) just want everything to be..back to when life
was good..And it was worth waking up..
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That was my interpretation of this song. Kind of a comparison to what I've
been feeling for since I was 8 years old.
This is my favorite HU song. period.
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