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i tried to fall in it again
my friends took bets and disappeared
they mime their sighing violins
i think i'll wait another year
i want my chest pressed to your chest
my nervous systems interfere
ten or eleven months have passed
i think i'll wait another year
this weather turns my tricks to rust
i am a lousy engineer
the winter makes things hard enough
i think i'll wait another year
plus i'm only twenty-six years old
my grandma died at eighty-three
that's lots of time if i don't smoke
i think i'll wait another year
i'm not as callous as you think
i barely breath when you are near
it's not as bad when i don't drink
i think i'll wait another year
i have my new bill hicks cd
i have my friends and my career
i'm getting smaller by degrees
you said you'd help me disappear
but that could take forever
i think i'll wait another year
it'll be the best year ever
i think i'll wait another year
can't we just wait together
you bring the smokes, i'll bring the beer
i think i'll wait another year
my friends took bets and disappeared
they mime their sighing violins
i think i'll wait another year
i want my chest pressed to your chest
my nervous systems interfere
ten or eleven months have passed
i think i'll wait another year
this weather turns my tricks to rust
i am a lousy engineer
the winter makes things hard enough
i think i'll wait another year
plus i'm only twenty-six years old
my grandma died at eighty-three
that's lots of time if i don't smoke
i think i'll wait another year
i'm not as callous as you think
i barely breath when you are near
it's not as bad when i don't drink
i think i'll wait another year
i have my new bill hicks cd
i have my friends and my career
i'm getting smaller by degrees
you said you'd help me disappear
but that could take forever
i think i'll wait another year
it'll be the best year ever
i think i'll wait another year
can't we just wait together
you bring the smokes, i'll bring the beer
i think i'll wait another year
Lyrics submitted by iggy1110
Track duration: 06:03
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i have my friends and my career"
it's winter, she's depressed and trying to find reasons to live.
plus i'm only twenty-six years old
my grandma died at eighty-three
that's lots of time if i don't smoke
i think i'll wait another year
could be about how much time they'll have together even if she has to wait another year, and I think the whole lyric fits this theory and I am surpsrised that I'm the first to add it to this discussion
"I tried to fall in it again" "it" is love. And her friends bet on whether it would work out and then faked sympathy when it didn't.
The lines "I want your chest pressed to my chest / my nervous systems interfere" are pretty telling. This song is about wanting someone, but not being able to work up the courage to do it. It's a very vulnerable place. Rather than a fear of talking to them though, I think it's a fear of letting someone in. She tries to focus on everything else she has, and how much time she has left, but she knows it's dwindling and she wants something more.
There may be a specific person in mind, she seems to be asking him/her to wait another year with her before she commits, etc. It's heartbreaking because it seems to be a repeating cycle with her in the song.
Yea this is why I think the song is about suicide. If she waits another year and still feels like dying she'll do it.
The depression isn't as bad as when she drinks. For example the day after drinking it tends to make depressed people really depressed, it can interfere with anti-depressants.
twin peaks
bill hicks cd
"i have my friends and my career
i'm getting smaller by degrees
you said you'd help me disappear"
she already established that her friends don't think much of her ("mime their sighing violins"), thus this whole song is basically saying "i'll wait another year to see how things work out--if they don't, i'll do it." it being suicide.
that's how i've always heard this song.
I always thought of it in relation to her career or just things she wanted to do in life. I agree with Raphe, I thought of love as being the thing she tried to fall in again, but I always think of something she said I think on her blog about beating herself up throughout her twenties for having not "achieved" anything, written a blockbuster play or whatever.
This to me is about putting off trying.