I fucked someone with words, broke a promise
You forgave but you won't forget
I pray the day will come, when you see I was numb
Till you burned me with your cigarette
But each fight leaves my vocal chords shattered
I sing with my gums spiked with glass
I pray and I beg like a dog
Hump your leg till you spay my sorry, broke ass

Singing
Why do you, always have to push you far away from me?
All I want is to stay with you
So naive, each time you leave, I always still believe in you
Know that I'm holding you down
Now you're out on the town
The courage you found is spitting in spite of me
Leaving me dead on the ground

Cater to me or punch myself until my face is blue
Later you'll be just as sorry as me for the things you do

If I'm an arrogant prick shitting out heart attacks
Then you're the queen of the dammed, feelingless, devoid of tact
Hey I'm the crazy one here! I'm dying of a deep regret

But I can't stand these nights I've spend alone, awake, begging
Tearing my face apart like cheap leggings
I'm sorry my love, I'm gone
You keep egging this on

What did I just do?
Pack my shit up and go, I'm getting wasted
Pack my shit up and go, I'm gonna face this
What did I just do?



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Track duration: 03:14

"Spay Me" as written by Max Bemis

Lyrics © EMI Music Publishing

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  • 0
    General Comment:I recently broke up with my long term boyfreind.
    We both still love eachother but he's too busy to be in the relations ship.
    I was a kindof mutual break up but while he sits at home working all night I'm packing up my shit and planning on going out getting wasted and hooking up with as many people as possible.

    "Know that I'm holding you down
    Now you're out on the town
    The courage you found is spitting in spite of me
    Leaving me dead on the ground"

    He knows it's not fair for me to be waiting for him all the time, but the split is hurting both of us.

    "What did I just DO"
    Flag Vantannaon May 18, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:i love the "cater to me" lines... they're so immature yet honest. he's trying anything to get her attention
    Flag cassadillaon July 29, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:i'm obsessed with the whole "if im an arogant prick" part
    that whole verse, i can listen to over and over again
    it fits so perfectly with the guitar and the way he says "hey im in the crazy one here." amazing.
    Flag thrasssshon July 11, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:The
    "What did I just do?
    Pack my shit up and go, I'm getting wasted.
    Pack my shit up and go, I'm gonna face this.
    What did I just do?"

    part of the song is him fighting with leaving and coming back.

    He leaves to get wasted. "What did I just do?" He then decides to go back to her. "What did I just do?" So, he decides he's still gonna go get wasted, etc until the end where it ends on him going back to her, then asking "What did I just do?", leaving me to believe even though he's going to regret going back, he's going to anyway.
    Flag outlawedon February 05, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:I think that after Max cheated on her in 'people like you..' they decided to see other people, but as is usually the case that works out better for her then for him. She starts sleeping with a bunch of different guys. And he calls her out on it and says she's easy. She freaks out and reminds him that he cheated on HER. And that they aren't exclusive anymore.
    So he yells at her and basically says he doesn't want to see her anymore and storms out. As he's leaving his concious says 'what did I just do' and he geniunly feels empty and horrible for what he has just done. However, to cope with it he blocks out these feelings and goes out to get shit faced.
    Flag picketfence14on February 02, 2008   Link
  • +1
    General Comment:this song is so freaking powerful, i get chills whenever it reaches the "cater to me...." bit
    Flag apac123on January 02, 2008   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:this is max qq'ing about karma getting back at him. he treats his girlfriend like shit in "An Insult to the dead" and here we find she is doing the same to him..
    Flag vulgaron November 17, 2007   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:Yeah. It is the same melody as Great Awakening. The song is great.
    Flag Gilligan2346on November 14, 2007   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:that isn't john nolan's voice. that is kenny vasoli from the starting line
    Flag halcyondaze429on November 12, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:this song is wayy underrated. Also, I think I heard John Nolan's voice again, or is it just me?
    Flag halfmikeon November 07, 2007   Link

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