Sorrow rebuild me as I step out of the light
Misery strengthen me as I say my goodbyes

I heal my wounds with grief
And dream of you
And weep myself alive



Lyrics submitted by Weeping_Tear

Track duration: 01:11

"Song or Suicide" as written by Ville Valo

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    My Opinion:I know I am late to the party, but HIM is by far my favorite band, and I wanted to add something about this song.

    Note that at first glance, it seems like he forgot to add "s" at the end of "rebuild" and "strengthen". I really doubt that it was done by mistake, knowing Ville.

    What I mean is that he is asking sorrow to rebuild him, not stating that sorrow is rebuilding him. Same goes for misery, to whom he asked for strength. If you do not yet understand what I mean, I would just add a word : "Misery, please strengthen me, as I say my goodbyes."

    I think it adds a layer to it, to what he was feeling.
    Flag mutaitoon April 16, 2013   Link
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    General Comment: here's what i think
    "sorrow rebuild me as i step out of the light"-He's stepping out of the light of the love of his still living loved ones hoping, that by doing this, he will be able to heal the void caused by the pain of loss
    "misery strengthen me as i say my goodbyes"-the pain and sorrow that he feels is the path through which he will be able to let got of the one he lossed
    "i heal my wounds with grief"-the painful seeping cut caused by the blade of loss will only be healed by dealing with his feelings toward his loss
    "and dream of you"-he knows that always he will feel the loss of his friend and he will dream about the life of his friend forever
    "and weep myself alive"-through the tears he has and will still shed he will find acceptence and be able to step back into the love of his loved ones and continue living his life

    this song, though short, is extremly beautiful and is one of my favorites
    Flag d7thlifeon August 22, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:this is my favorite song ever by ville and it has become my fav song of any song i've ever heard.
    the meaning and simplicity of it moves me.
    it makes my heart ache.
    i use it as a spirit lifter too.

    i think, the meaning is simple. ville wrote it for his friend. his friend chose suicide. ville was depressed for awhile and didn't have high spirits and he chose song to keep himself going.

    i always think weaping myself alive for ville would be he sings his misery and plays with sorrow, but the music lifts himself up so he's still alive and going. thank god.
    Flag buffalogalon January 31, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:Shaddix you are spot on... My brother who lived to be 21 and died of a drug overdose almost 4 years ago. This song is the exact feeling of dealing with a loss of somebody soo important to you.

    Sorrow rebuild me as I step out of the light
    -the felling you have after stepping away from the coffin and are no longer in the spotlight-
    Misery strengthen me as I say my goodbyes
    -It is miserable to say goodbye to a loved who has died-
    I heal my wounds with greif
    -the pain of ones death is endless-
    And dream of you
    -you will always be in my dreams-
    And weap myself alive
    the pain of loosing a loved one is like dieing yourself so the only way to feel better is through tears, because no words can make you feel better
    Flag SigillumDiabolion November 04, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:Another of my favourite songs and my favourite from the Venus Doom album. It is a masterpiece!
    For me, the meaning is very clear: sometimes in life you feel so so so bad that you think you wanna die. In this case, the person singing feels like he wants to commit suicide but instead he decided to write/sing a song. that's why the name is Song or suicide, so is either one or the other and he chooses music cause is the only thing he can take the pain away with. a extremely sad song that I love so much! It is just like my life. I used to be so happy, full of light, now I am in the dark everytime. Plus my father in law died and days after I heard this song, so my goodbyes and my pain in this song goes to him.
    Flag elektricaon March 29, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:to me this song means a little more than what was said...though yes it is true that this song was dedicated to Ville's friend but so was Passion's Killing Floor....this song can have multiple interpretations depending on the person who listens to it


    in my case yes though this does talk about coping with grief....it's pointed more to something else..love

    in alot of songs Ville talks about losing the one he love and how he admits to caring about her and wanting her back....take that understanding and it also fits this song


    And dream of you
    And weep myself alive ---- this all means that he's so hurt so heartbroken that he continues to struggle and care for the one he loves.....
    Flag ZexHexon February 06, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:i totally agree with shaddix and don't have anything else to contribute here about this one, cause all has been said! right on the dot.
    Flag SomethingDiabolicalon February 01, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:Listening this song you can certanely feel the presure of sadness! that's what i think
    Flag algol1on January 03, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:It sounds like he is AT the funeral.
    and coping with it.
    Flag Cöléon November 17, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:where is this song from?
    Flag Cure.on November 15, 2007   Link

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