Sometimes I feel
Like I wanna leave this place for good
Under the ground
I'll live down there without a sound
And never hear these hissing voices all the same
I'll disappear 'cause living makes me feel ashamed

I must believe
There's more above us and below
I must believe
Stranded with this bitch called hope
It keeps me here
When all I wanna do is go
It keeps me here
When all I wanna do is disappear

If this is it
All we have and ever will
If this is it
Time is running out, I'm standing still
I leave today
'Cause there's nothing left to keep me here
I'll fade away
I'll turn my back and disappear

The city moans
And lunges up right from the ground
The seething earth
It opens up and spits us out
This vicious child
Nature never wanted us
This vicious child
A cancer burning black into its heart

If this is it
All we have and ever will
If this is it
Time is running out, I'm standing still
I leave today
'Cause there's nothing left to keep me here
I'll fade away
I'll turn my back and disappear

Sometimes I feel
Like I wanna leave this place for good
Under the ground
I'll live down there without a sound
And never hear these hissing voices all the same
I'll disappear 'cause living makes me feel ashamed

If this is it
All we have and ever will
If this is it
Time is running out, I'm standing still
I leave today
'Cause there's nothing left to keep me here
I'll fade away
I'll turn my back and disappear

I'll turn my back, I'll disappear


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    Everybody’s talking about how it’s about suicide which I believe that’s obvious, but if this song doesn’t already have a meeting that I’m just not aware of then what I would say about the “I must believe there is above and below”(if that’s what he says I’m not 100% but I’m pretty sure that’s about what he says) I believe maybe he grew up in a Christian family or something and was being forced to believe in Christianity against his own will this is a theory that I haven’t seen anybody talk about also, all of the replies are from 2008(before I was born.. not to make anybody sound old lol but that’s kind of a long time ago) but I’m like 99% sure that this song is about suicide and if not, I have no idea what else it could be about but I believe there’s some other deeper reading behind it as well because the lyric about the “I must believe there is above and below” really sticks out to me, and somewhat similar things are repeated throughout this song so honestly, I think it’s a little bit more than just suicide, but I think that’s the main story of this song.(also, here’s a little side story for anybody who is interested I had my Alexa playing random songs and this song popped up. It instantly reminded me of another songs that I really like so I listened through and honestly I’m in love with this song now. Too bad that everybody who was a fan of this song doesn’t seem to acknowledge it anymore which is quite sad because it’s a really good song. It deserved a lot better than what it got it just got deserted and abandoned after few years… by the way, yes I know it’s a little bit more than a few years. The song is like 15 years old, but still really sad and they didn’t deserve to just go like that but anyways, just this song stuck out to me and I know nobody’s gonna read this because nobody’s active on this website and especially not on this song but I just kind of wanted to write this because I’m bored and I don’t know what else to do. If you ever find this then try and look for one of my socials and remind me it’s like my username look for Emberwolf online I have most social, so try and find me

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