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Fear can drive stick
And it's taken me down this road
A road, down which, I swore I'd never go
And here, I sit
Thinking of God-knows-what
Afraid to admit I might self-destruct
So lock the windows and bolt the door
'Cause I've got enough problems without creating more
I feel like I was born for devestation and reform
I'll destroy everything I love
And the worst part is
I'll pull my heart out and reconstruct
But in the end, it's nothing but
A shell of what I had when I first started
An injury I'll caust with my own fist
It seems to me to be slightly masochistic
But there'd be no story without all this dissension
So I inflict the conflict with the utmost of intention
So lock the windows and bolt the door
'Cause I've got enough problems without creating more
I feel like I was born for devestation and reform
I'll destroy everything I love
And the worst part is
I'll pull my heart out and reconstruct
But in the end, it's nothing but
A shell of what I had when I first started
Thank-you, God, for giving me an insight
So I might make these wrongs right
If and when, there ever is a next time
'Cause failure is a blessing in disguise
Pull my heart out, reconstruct
In the end, it's nothing but
A shell of what I had when I first started
A shell of what I had when I first started
I feel like I was born for devestation and reform
I'll destroy everything I love
And the worst part is
I'll pull my heart out and reconstruct
But in the end, it's nothing but
A shell of what I had when I first started
When I first started
A shell of what I had when I first started
And it's taken me down this road
A road, down which, I swore I'd never go
And here, I sit
Thinking of God-knows-what
Afraid to admit I might self-destruct
So lock the windows and bolt the door
'Cause I've got enough problems without creating more
I feel like I was born for devestation and reform
I'll destroy everything I love
And the worst part is
I'll pull my heart out and reconstruct
But in the end, it's nothing but
A shell of what I had when I first started
An injury I'll caust with my own fist
It seems to me to be slightly masochistic
But there'd be no story without all this dissension
So I inflict the conflict with the utmost of intention
So lock the windows and bolt the door
'Cause I've got enough problems without creating more
I feel like I was born for devestation and reform
I'll destroy everything I love
And the worst part is
I'll pull my heart out and reconstruct
But in the end, it's nothing but
A shell of what I had when I first started
Thank-you, God, for giving me an insight
So I might make these wrongs right
If and when, there ever is a next time
'Cause failure is a blessing in disguise
Pull my heart out, reconstruct
In the end, it's nothing but
A shell of what I had when I first started
A shell of what I had when I first started
I feel like I was born for devestation and reform
I'll destroy everything I love
And the worst part is
I'll pull my heart out and reconstruct
But in the end, it's nothing but
A shell of what I had when I first started
When I first started
A shell of what I had when I first started
Lyrics submitted by _hideandseek
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Anyway, one of my favorites from the album.
idk why...this part got cut off from the rest of my above ^^ comment
my FAVORITE PART IS THE BRIDGE ITS SO AMAZING!!
Thank you, God, for giving me the insight
So I might make these wrongs right
If and when, there ever is a next time
'Cause failure is a blessing in disguise
Pull my heart out, reconstruct
In the end, it's nothing but
A shell of what I had when I first started
its like saying thanks to God for giving me faith, the ability to see what what i did was wrong, etc. so that i could repair my mistake and that i can learn from the mistake (failure is a blessing in disguise) and then it goes on to say even though i pulled my heart out,and did everything in my power to repair the damage, all you are left with is a SHELL OF WHAT I HAD WHEN I FIRST STARTED. (my ex-best friend and I have made up and are on good terms, but the relationship is nowhere close to being what it was before (shell))
ahhh I
"Devastation and Reform is basically stating the fact of life. That we screw things up, and we try to repair them. And a lot of times things get repaired for us, and we go and screw them up again. I wrote this song in the middle of the repirations. And it frustrates me because I feel like....the second verse deals with the whole masochistic sort of thing. I gotta hurt myself so I have a story to tell and there's got to be conflict. Then I gotta fix it all and then I got to do it again. It's about the cycle and the frustration."
and kind of angry at God. But now I have the ability to comfort others who have had that happen to them. Or, it could mean that we mess up, and then we are so worried about building stuff back up, we mess up again, and it's only a little of what we originally had. We have to have God's help when we sin. That's what me and my dad think.
He talks about how it seems like he's born for devestation and reform. That's where our sinful nature as human's comes from. He talks about how we even when we are forgiven we're just "a shell of what I had when I first started." Meaning, before Adam first ate the apple. Since the original sin, we will never be without sin.
I don't understand all of the individual lines, but that's what I gather from the whole song.