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Today my past has come alive to eat
All of the guts that I use to just keep my feet
Moving left and right as my legs shake like trees
Oh how I curse the heavens for not taking me
Goddam! This whole mess that's me
I don't trust myself (i'm in way too deep)
And every night I erase the day with the strongest drinks they'll give to me
I awake much to my dismay to find that I'm still staring at the same ceiling
I just wish once that I could get this right
And have the angels from the south take me at night
Goddam! This whole mess that's me
I don't trust myself (i'm in way too deep)
And every night I erase the day with the strongest drinks they'll give to me
all I have is meaningless
And all I found is nothingness
In this self-loathing sickness
(2x)
Goddam! This whole mess that's me
I don't trust myself (I'm in way too deep)
And every night I erase the day with the strongest drinks they'll give to me
And all I have is meaningless
And all I found is nothingness
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"Oh how I curse the heavens for not takin' me" I just feel butterflys and chills when I hear that part. :D I love it!
i (L) sf
peace
Buddy's screaming in this song is amazing. Then again his screaming is always amazing ha