I secretly crave, crave that scent again
Still feel it pressing on me now
Now with the onset, my flesh is weakening
I steel my nerves for temptations at hand again

And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all
And I hear this calling
OUT
No secrets deception for these would tear this down
I'll note the past spill the pain, spill the blood
Words match my deeds with brutal honesty
Never forget these choices were made by me

And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all
And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all

And I hear this calling

Not falling victim to the fire that burns inside of me
Though I am fearful I will not prevent this tragedy
My strength's been tested I wear the scars that prove
Still I believe that this calling will see me through

And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all
And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all
And I hear this calling

My strength's been tested I wear the scars that prove
Still I believe that this calling will see me through.


Lyrics submitted by The_Cereal_killer, edited by Raven6616, michaelmuo

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    My Interpretation

    I personally believe it could be about suicide/depression. When you have it for a long time, you start to grow dependent and begin to give in more and more to the terminal urge.

    I secretly crave, crave that scent again (Deep inside he wants to end it all) Still feel it pressing on me now Now with the onset, my flesh is weakening (Through all he's been through, he's starting to give in) I steel my nerves for temptations at hand again (Preparing himself and resisting the urge.)

    And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling out (His mind is beckoning for him to go, and death doesn't seem like an impossibility right now)

    No secrets deception for these would tear this down (He can't hide from himself) I'll note the past spare the pain words match my deeds with brutal honesty never forget these choices were made by me (He's regretting so many things he's done, and he torments himself over them.)

    And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling out

    Not falling victim to the fire that burns inside of me though I am fearful I will not prevent this tragedy (Though he's scared of the end, he's aware that he will break some time) My strengths been tested I wear the scars that prove (Could be cutting to cope with the mental agony) Still I believe that this calling will see me through (Still he believes that its not enough)

    And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling out

    My strengths been tested I wear the scars that prove Still I believe that this calling will see me through.

    Of course, this is only one interpretation, if you went by the music video it could be the other way around. I apologize if my interpretation has disturbed or offended anyone.

    Wyvern740on July 09, 2013   Link

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