Yo, it's my life, my own words I guess

Have you ever loved someone so much
You'd give an arm for
Not the expression, no
Literally give an arm for
When they know they're your heart
And you know you are their armor
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her
But what happens when karma
Turns right around and bites you
And everything you stand for turns on you to spite you
What happens when you become the main source of her pain
"Daddy look what I made"
"Dad's gotta go catch a plane"
"Daddy where's mommy?
I can't find mommy, where is she?"
"I don't know, go play, Hailie baby, your daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gon write itself"
I give you one underdog, and you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother who's the spittin' image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me
But tonight, Shady's rock-a-bye baby

And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn,
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that,
I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn,
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that,
I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

I keep havin' this dream,
I'm pushin' Hailie on a swing, she keeps screamin', she don't want me to sing
"You're makin' mommy cry, why, why is mommy cryin'"
"Baby, daddy ain't leavin' no more, Daddy you're lyin'
You always say that, you always say this is the last time
But you ain't leavin' no more daddy, you're mine"
She's pilin' boxes in front of the door tryin' to block it
"Daddy please, daddy, don't leave, daddy, no, stop it"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "This will keep you safe daddy, take it with ya"
I look up, it's just me standin' in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talkin', 'cause man I can hear 'em
They're sayin', "you got one more chance to do right
And it's tonight, now go out and show em that you love 'em before it's too late"
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It turns to a stage, they're gone and the spotlight is on and I'm singin'

And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn,
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that,
I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn,
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that,
I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

Sixty thousand people all jumpin' out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwin' roses at my feet
I take a bow, and thank you all for comin out
They're screamin' so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seein'
"Daddy, its me, help mommy, her wrists are bleedin'"
But baby we're in Sweden
How did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you daddy
You told me that you weren't leavin'
You lied to me dad, and now you made mommy sad
And I bought you this coin, it says number one dad
That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin"
"I get the point, fine, me and mommy are goin'"
"But baby wait, it's too late dad, you made your choice
Now go out there and show em that you love em more than us
That's what they want
They want you, Marshall
They keep screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep
Just take another pill, yeah I bet you you will!
You rap about it, yeah word, kid keep it real"
I hear a applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closin' on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground
Cock it, put it to my brain, scream Die Shady! And pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes
The plane that I was supposed to be on, crashes, and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up
Alarm clock's ringing, there's birds singin'
It's spring and Hailie's outside swingin'
I walk right up to Kim and kiss her tell her I miss her
Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister almost as if to say

And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn,
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that,
I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn,
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that,
I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back



Lyrics submitted by indefeat

Track duration: 04:41

"When I'm Gone" as written by Marshall B. Iii Mathers, Luis Edgardo Resto, Nir David Kedmi

Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group

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    General Comment:I love the irony. This song itself clearly took time to write, time Eminem could've spent with his kids. But the point is that he chose to write the song instead.
    Flagged qwerty2134on January 23, 2013   Link
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    General Comment:It means that his family doesn't want him to leave again, like when he goes on tour, and his daughter knew that he was lying when he said he wouldn't leave. It also means that he loves his family, but he keeps leaving to perform and it hurts them.
    Flag HeatherFoxon April 29, 2012   Link
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    General Comment:I remember the first time I actually really listened to this song. It was in the end of 2011, around school time and one weekend my parents and I decided to go out and buy some paint for my room; blue paint. We were in the car on a sunday, and I was listening to music on my phone, and this song came up. For some reason, I was feeling kind of down. The words, and the actual music; it's just like bliss. Even though I see my Dad every day, and I live with both of my parents, and I know that this song has a obvious meaning but to me, I see it like this. It could be about any person preparing their loved ones, or friends for when they leave. Either for a short moment, or forever. It's like Eminem been through every single feeling that I ever felt. When I just want to be alone, he always understands.
    Flagged hopelessNOTinloveon April 29, 2012   Link
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    General Comment:this song allways makes me cry fave eminem song ever such a meaningfull song ever just love it and eminem such a wonderfull artist
    Flagged HannahF19on January 10, 2012   Link
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    General Comment:the way it should make everybody feel is to know that when you r gone your family should rejoice and know that you live whatever life you wanted to live so that's how this song makes me feel happy knowing i lived the best life i could peace
    Flagged gabrielmedina99on November 15, 2011   Link
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    General Comment:omg i can alwayus relate to this song and i lov eminem
    Flagged ashley15on February 22, 2011   Link
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    General Comment:Throughout this song Eminem tells us how hard his life is as a parent and a singer. Eminem starts the song by directly describing the way his life is, and how he truly feels about it. The theme is about how the love of a dad hasn’t truly been found, and is needed. Eminem doesn’t enjoy leaving Hailie to go perform, but instead he wants her to understand his departures. Eminem isn’t the best father, and isn’t always there for Hailie but he truly does love her. In a many different lines he has stated how he would do anything for Hailie including give his life for her.

    In verse 2 Eminem describes everything that is going on with his daughter. Hailie says:
    “You’re making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?”
    Baby, Daddy ain’t leaving no more, “Daddy you’re lying
    You always say that, you always say this is the last time
    But you ain’t leaving no more, Daddy your mine”
    She’s piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
    “Daddy please, Daddy don’t leave, Daddy no – stop it!”

    This scene describes how much Hailie hates when her dad leaves, and shows how desperately she was trying to convince him to stay with her. According to the line “You always say that, you always say this is the last time”, this wasn’t the first time that Eminem had left her. Eminem tried convincing Hailie that he was going to come back to make her feel better but she had already noticed his lies. All Hailie wanted was to spend time with her dad! Even though Eminem wanted to be both things, a singer and a good father for her. It was a hard decision for him.
    Flagged Gabbson January 23, 2011   Link
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    General Comment:I turn around, find a gun on the ground
    Cock it, put it to my brain
    Scream Die Shady!, and pop it
    The sky darkens
    My life flashes
    This is Eminem killing his alter ego Slim Shady. Thats why he says Die Shady and not Die Marshal. He sees his life flashing before him and realizes that he would have died if it wasn't for him leaving and going home early. He finally realizes after all those years of missing out on Hailies life that, that is were he was suppose to be the whole time not on stage but with his family.

    This whole song is for his daughter not his fans. He loves his daughter and this is like his message that will forever be known by everyone. Not just his daughter. He is telling the world that he is and will stay a changed man even if it means giving up on his career as a rapper.
    Flagged flaka01on January 21, 2011   Link
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    General Comment:Amazing song, but I sort of think he exploits hes daughter, but an amazing song none the less
    Flag HideMeFromReflectionon December 30, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:It's a song for his daughter to listen to when he's dead.
    Flag jofkfkfkfkfkon December 13, 2010   Link

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