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I screamed out your name
even my voice will probably never reach you
but you know, now I'm ok with that.
some day in my heart you'll be...
I'll dream tonight, dreams of you.
because of that letter I put under my pillow
my dreams are too cruel, my breath is cut off
i always painfully awaken at four in the morning
time is too long
time is too painful
the dreams don't stop
love freezes to death
on a cold night
on this long night
my consciousness splintered and powdered
memories scattered about
holding your ring so tightly that my tears wet the pillow
so i couldn't hear it, i blocked my ears to your voice
one more scar added to my wrist
melting into the wound... you
i am breaking burning the letter its reduced to ash
i am breaking destroy my heart its reduced to ash
i am breaking losing you i love you.
even my voice will probably never reach you
but you know, now I'm ok with that.
some day in my heart you'll be...
I'll dream tonight, dreams of you.
because of that letter I put under my pillow
my dreams are too cruel, my breath is cut off
i always painfully awaken at four in the morning
time is too long
time is too painful
the dreams don't stop
love freezes to death
on a cold night
on this long night
my consciousness splintered and powdered
memories scattered about
holding your ring so tightly that my tears wet the pillow
so i couldn't hear it, i blocked my ears to your voice
one more scar added to my wrist
melting into the wound... you
i am breaking burning the letter its reduced to ash
i am breaking destroy my heart its reduced to ash
i am breaking losing you i love you.
Lyrics submitted by bloody kitten
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I think he actually collapsed at one show because he was crying so hard that his
knees were shaking. He doesn't deserve how rough life has been to him.
Such a powerful performance, non-the-less, you can't help but cry when you see it.
"I screamed out your name
even my voice will probably never reach you
but you know, now I'm ok with that.
some day in my heart you'll be..."
He's finnaly dealing with the loss of his love, and he screams out in the pain that he feels. Knowing for now it will hurt, but later it'll be okay.
"I'll dream tonight, dreams of you.
because of that letter I put under my pillow
my dreams are too cruel, my breath is cut off
i always painfully awaken at four in the morning"
Dreaming of the happier times with her, feeling like that's the only way he can actually be happy. But, when he wakes up before the dawn of a new day, He realises that he is only torturing himself.
"time is too long
time is too painful
the dreams don't stop
love freezes to death
on a cold night
on this long night"
He feels as though he cannot love again, it's the date on when he had lost her. And his subconcious won't stop playing the good times that they had.
"my consciousness splintered and powdered
memories scattered about
holding your ring so tightly that my tears wet the pillow"
The only memento that he has after he lost her. He's starting to realise that she is dissapeering from his memory, and he cannot stand it.
"so i couldn't hear it, i blocked my ears to your voice
one more scar added to my wrist
melting into the wound... you"
He cannot hear her voice any longer, and it drives him to the point of hurting himself. As he does this, he only thinks of her, and if he does die that night, the happier place he'll be put in. He thinks that if he dies, then he'll be able to see her again.
"i am breaking burning the letter its reduced to ash
i am breaking destroy my heart its reduced to ash
i am breaking losing you i love you."
He's burning the letter his love gave to him so long ago. While doing that, he feels his heart being ripped out of his chest. And he swears that he loves her.
It can also be turned around to where its about a fiancee. But that's the type of feeling I got from it. And, I'm sticking with it. Kyo-san, we all have been there some point in our lives, from being left by the 'love of our lives', or from having someone that close to us being taken away.
Either way, this song deserves a shit-ton more recognition than it's getting on here and that makes me sad. For everyone who speculates about how Kyo's songs referring to heartache/betrayal have to deal with that business of his past, look no further than this song: one only needs to see the Blitz performance to be lead to that conclusion.
Goddammit, Kyo :(
"time is too long
time is too painful
the dreams don't stop"
jeez, I remember, how I used to count days and weeks and months... and sweet dreams what almost killed me that time...
i'm happy it was 2 years ago.
I love it that much.