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I'll admit I'm full of shit
That's how I know I love you
That's how I know I trust you,
You're not sure if there's a right or wrong
But it feels like there is when I treat you like this
I go outside
I go outside
Texas, I won't come home
Not even if you call
I can't hear you at all
I can't explain why it's a sin the state I'm living in
I just feel so tired
I go outside
I go outside
My mouth is full, your heart is an apple
My mouth is full, my heart is an apple
Pomme-pomme-pomme-pomme-pomme-pomme-pomme-pomme
Please don't even call
I can't hear you at all.
That's how I know I love you
That's how I know I trust you,
You're not sure if there's a right or wrong
But it feels like there is when I treat you like this
I go outside
I go outside
Texas, I won't come home
Not even if you call
I can't hear you at all
I can't explain why it's a sin the state I'm living in
I just feel so tired
I go outside
I go outside
My mouth is full, your heart is an apple
My mouth is full, my heart is an apple
Pomme-pomme-pomme-pomme-pomme-pomme-pomme-pomme
Please don't even call
I can't hear you at all.
Lyrics submitted by a scar in the sky, edited by Mellow_Harsher
Track duration: 04:27
"My Heart is an Apple" as written by Edwin Butler Regine Chassagne
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
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Anyways, I agree that this song is an apology from Win to his family for leaving them but he has grown tired of his life there and he wanted to start over again in some place new and live the life he wants to live.
“I'll admit I'm full of shit. / That's how I know I love you. / That's how I know I trust you.”
He will admit that he shouldn’t have left his family or hometown for the very principle, and because of that he hopes they both know that he loves and trusts them.
“You're not sure if there's a right or wrong. / But it feels like there is when I treat you like this.”
It isn’t known whether he should’ve stayed or not, but when he’s rude and abandons in a sense, it’s easily exclaimed that he is wrong. Perhaps arguing in his family leads to people blaming him.
“I go outside.”
He leaves, goes outside his hometown.
“I can't explain why it's a sin, the state I'm living in. / I just feel so tired.”
He can’t explain why he wanted to leave other than he just felt so tired. It was just something he truly felt he needed.
“My mouth is full, your heart is an apple. / Your mouth is full, my heart is an apple.”
Clearly, eating each other up. I still believe this is family. Family are supposed to love and support each other, but end up taking chunks out of each other.
This song is very simple and my explanation doesn’t do it any any justice at all. It’s so wonderfully sung, the part where it is only water sounds gives me chills. I also think it’s alluding to Snow White, the fact that “family” (sort of) dumped her off in the woods, and feeding her an apple. The entire thing, I believe, is a loose reference to that, perhaps only in spirit. Haunting.
"Texas, I won't come home
Not even if you call
I can't hear you at all
I can't explain why it's a sin the state I'm living in
i just feel so tired
I go outside"
This song is heartbroken.
I love the blatant honesty.
He loves and trusts his parents, but he's got to be on his own now, and come to his own conclusions about life.
Just reading that, and remembering this song, I've never felt more like I have a rich, red and ripe apple in the center of my being.
Think of all the connections. The phrase, "an apple a day keeps the doctor away." We all want a healthy heart. Apples grow and ripen and taste delicious and bruise and die and rot and each apple has the potential to grow an entire tree.
Reminds me of the video for that Death Cab song, I forget which, but where there is an animated heart that gets broken half to death until it finally does die, and from its rotten remains grows a flower.
I am most convinced that my heart is an apple, and I hope for the world's sake, that yours is too.