Cocaine flame in my bloodstream
Sold my coat when I hit Spokane
Bought myself a hard pack of cigarettes in the early morning rain
Lately my hands they don't feel like mine
My eyes been stung with dust, I'm blind
Held you in my arms one time
Lost you just the same
Jolene
I ain't about to go straight
It's too late
I found myself face down in the ditch
Booze on my hair
Blood on my lips
A picture of you, holding a picture of me
in the pocket of my blue jeans
Still don't know what love means
Still don't know what love means
Jolene
Ah, La, La, La, La, La
Jolene
Been so long since I seen your face
or felt a part of this human race
I've been living out of this here suitcase for way too long
A man needs something he can hold onto
A nine pound hammer or a woman like you
Either one of them things will do
Jolene
I ain't about to go straight
It's too late
I found myself face down in the ditch
Booze in my hair
Blood on my lips
A picture of you, holding a picture of me
In the pocket of my blue jeans
Still don't know what love means
Still don't know what love means
Jolene
La, La, La, La, La, La, La
Jolene
La, La, La, La, La, La, La
Jolene



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"Jolene" as written by Ray Lamontagne

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    General Comment::( isn't it terrible when you hear a lyric one way and it makes the song mean one thing, and then you realize it was wrong and the meaning completely changes? All this time I had thought the line was "Jolene/I ain't about to go stray" instead of "straight." I interpreted it as the idea that, even in this unhealthy and toxic lifestyle of drugs or being away or what have you, he still considers himself completely devoted to this woman. He knows he isn't perfect and he knows he needs to do better, and he's honest in that he knows that may not happen; but still, when it comes to his devotion to this girl, he isn't going to drop her or forget about her - he isn't going to stray away from her.

    But now knowing the lyric is "straight", and he's coming to terms with the fact that he has chosen this lifestyle over her...it breaks my heart a little :/
    Flag sparrowolfon April 23, 2013   Link
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    Song Meaning:Why would he use a nine pound hammer to substitue for a woman? Does he mean a man needs to have a hard job? Maybe he is saying jail time or a woman (using a nine pound hammer to pound rocks?) Any thoughts?
    Flag simnf75on August 18, 2011   Link
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    General Comment:I think Ray is singing about a woman who loves him but he is unable to change. He has lost her along with everything else Hence "I sold my coat when i hit spokane" just to buy a pack of cigs. When he says "he ain't about to go Straight" meaning he is still unwilling to change. I think Ray is talking partly about addiction along with talking about losing his wife due to the lifestyle touring has caused him to live. I recently watched a VH1 Storytellers and he told a story about how hard the touring life was while also trying to maintain a decent home life with the woman he loves. I think this songs is about how he is unable to put that life behind him and go straight. He still wants her but is unable to choose what he really wants the life on the road or a life with the woman he loves. The song is describes a man being in a bad spot and wishing he still had a woman like her but he is unable to do anything about it.
    Flag otis2010on June 15, 2011   Link
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    My Interpretation:"A picture of you holding a picture of me"

    When he says this, I imagine the picture actually being of him and her back when they were together. He uses the word "picture" in two ways in this line. The first way is the literal in which the picture is an actual picture. The second way is a metaphor implying that the "picture of me" is the person he was before, the "happy person" he was before.

    His way of life has carried him too far from home, and too far from himself.
    Flag SubtleOrangeon June 09, 2011   Link
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    General Comment:I think its about a man who is beginning to come to terms with himself. He realizes that his lifestyle has lost him what he wants most... and he feels so guilty about it and is so hard on himself for messing up, that he doesn't believe he has a chance to change. At the breaking point. You don't know which way he'll go.
    Flag npa216on December 29, 2010   Link
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    Lyric Correction:The lyrics are posted on Ray Lamontagne's website here:

    raylamontagne.com/us/music/trouble/…
    Flag ktkatie5on December 21, 2010   Link
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    Lyric Correction:doesn't he say "I found myself face down in a ditch *Burrs* in my hair, blood on my lips" instead of saying booze? Yeah that is what he says, go look up a live version on youtube he speaks more clearly. also his eyes have been stung with dust and grime, he is not blind. Besides that i love this song, my favorite on the album
    Flagged Bushillaon November 17, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:I was struck by this song a few weeks ago, can't stop listening to it.
    Agreed with many of your comments, but I would add this...the most important line in here for me is the chorus, the thresh hold of the song, "still don't know what love means".
    It is true, but also too easy to say the song is about substance abuse and lost love.
    Who here "know what love means"?
    That is what "gets" me every time I reply this, the yearning mystery of love, being ravaged by it, by the object of his desire, the picture in his pocket as he discovers himself again, disheveled from diving deep in the bottle. What does love mean? What kind of a pathetic an insufficient thing is a human for the hugeness of our longing, our yearning, for love. There is nothing to be done, no way to go straight, start the self project of a job, a house, a friendly persona to fulfill the bargain. No act I have done in service of love has ever, ever been able to pay the debt and delicious pain of longing I feel for someone I love. We're not talking happy stable relationship emotions here, but the rawness of the soul. I also love the line about a hammer, and a woman like you. His rawness turns her into an object here, (a fricken hammer!) but one that he needs so much for his own survival that it is deeply moving objectification. I father is a man like this, and he got the hammer part sorted, but not the woman. Most women I now would love to be wanted that much, claimed with directness by a man that knows what he needs, in this case a broken man, but more real than most because of it.
    Flag woolflon October 02, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:i have layed down, felt my hands dis-attached from my body. When I heard that lryic "latley my hands don't feel like mine" I knew he knew what that felt like
    Flag myhandson August 21, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:I think that there was a misprint of one of the lines.
    "My eyes been stung with dust and blind"
    should be
    "My eyes been stung with dust, I'm blind"
    Flag Tenacious88don August 20, 2010   Link

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