I can stop lying, I can stop punching my own face
I can stop stealing money,
I can stop hating my own heart
I can do it
Because of you
I can stop scratching up my cheeks
I can stop drinking so much
I can stop wanting to kill myself
I can stop wanting your perfect heart
I can start listening, I can say Hi
I can feel something good
Little panda McElroy



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    My Interpretation: This song strikes somewhere pretty personal for me. To me, it seems reminiscent of being an individual with self-destructive tendencies, like what you may see in severe depression, bi-polar or borderline personality disorders. To go deeper, perhaps a romantic relationship has run its course and his partner who he idealizes(views them as perfect...which is common with borderlines) as perfect has grown to feel that his flawed behavior has become a strain that they can no longer cope with.

    I imagine that around "Because of you", the lyrics become a reply almost. They become like a last plead to a partner who is severing ties that he is a work in progress and that with who he does not want to lose is integral in his happiness.

    "I can start listening, I can say hi" is almost like a vow that despite the relationship lying in ruin, he does not want them to leave his life and is making a seemingly empty pledge (in the context of the other lyrics) to his former partner that he will try to find happiness without them...again, within the context, it could be interpreted that this pledge is a final sort of subconscious attempt to win someone back despite his flaws.

    I am into university literature/poetry and have been having personal issues, so perhaps I am readin into this too much.
    Flag ABon01on May 25, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:I think he does love her, like the deep love of a family or friend. Like I might love my brother, but I don't think its meant to be sexual or romantic. But who knows, Xiu Xiu isn't really a conforming band and maybe its something unique.
    Flag Lilly161on November 01, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:Caralee is his cousin, and just because her name is in the title doesn't make the song about her. But way to be intelligent and well versed in global politics, capitalism, and empire!
    Flag medicineon August 26, 2006   Link
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    General Comment:He said himself its about someone he fell in love with and how they changed his life neumu.net/datastream/2004/2004-00020/…
    Flag AnUprightBearon July 14, 2006   Link
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    General Comment:there are so many kinds of love, romantic and platonic and love between family and love between friends. stop being so stupid, it's not necessarily romantic love.
    Flag denyon April 16, 2006   Link
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    General Comment:many at least some songs are about persons xiu xiu knows more or less. how to think little panda mcelroy is not for but about caralee?
    anyway this could be a singular thought.

    i dont find it at happines though
    i havent met a person who would fall into such words
    its more like longing with tears thats what id believe.
    Flag lézardon December 19, 2005   Link
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    General Comment:You know...I'm new to Xiu Xiu. So, if that woman is actually his cousin, it's not that weird. Maybe he loves her as family? So maybe this woman helped him get through some hard times, and he loves her for that. The way a guy loves his cousin. That's what I get from the song.
    Flag ComparedPallidon December 18, 2005   Link
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    General Comment:yeah, its deffinately one of my favorites next to nieces pieces
    Flag lpmclaughlinon April 16, 2005   Link
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    General Comment:you might be right. jamie sure is making it hard to really know for sure, but oh, well. it's not that important; it's a good song n-e ways.
    Flag horse_tameron April 14, 2005   Link
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    General Comment:actually he has mentioned caralee being his cousin many times. also he never says he fell very unexpectedly in love with his cousin on little panda mcelroy
    Flag lpmclaughlinon April 08, 2005   Link

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