In the day by day collision
Called the art of growing up
There's an innocence we look for in the stars
To be taken back to younger days
When there was no giving up
On the people we held closest to our hearts

Yeah it is you that I remember in that glowing
It is you that took my first away from me
It is you I set my standards to... to every walk of life
I haven't met another you since you were with me.

(Chorus)
A brief bout with a razorblade cut me
I freaked out, thinking people didn't love me
I watched closely as the you I knew forgot me
In letting go, I am so proud of what I've done

In a way, I failed religion
I spit the wine from mouth to cup
And I reached for something more than just your God
Uncle, you spared not your children
And while your praying hands are up
There's no forgiveness for you! You sick fuck!

It is you that I remember in their bedroom
It is you that took their first away from them
It is you they set their standards to
You wounded them for life
You were a preacher and suppose to be above men

Sing with me
(Chorus)
A brief bout with a razorblade cut me
I freaked out, thinking people didn't love me
I watched closely as the you I knew forgot me
In letting go, I am so proud of what I've done



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    General Comment:Yes on the molestation (it's pretty clear) but don't forget 'a brief bout with a razorblade, cut me'. The victim is also either a cutter or attempted suicide by slashing their wrists, 'thinking people didn't love me'.
    Flag JEclipseon September 22, 2011   Link
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    General Comment:This is so sad but I love it. I can't listen to it without falling to peices because I can relate. I've had problems with self-harm because of molestation. Not by a priest but still. I get it. That's how amazing he is. He can speak for people in situations seperate from his.
    Flag Taylor303on July 28, 2011   Link
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    Song Meaning:He says, on the Argue With a Tree DVD, that he was watching television and he saw a news story about a priest molesting a child. It made him angry and he felt extremely sympathetic for the children that were affected by this so he wrote a song about it.

    So, no, I do not think he is speaking about being sexually abused himself. Instead he's talking about the subject on a broader spectrum.
    Flag ohshakotaxon June 21, 2011   Link
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    Song Meaning:*DISCLAIMER* I have just obtained a copy of Justin Furstenfeld's book Crazy Making. It's not very detailed, but it contains all the lyrics to all current (The Answers - Approaching Normal) Blue October songs, and his inspiration behind them. As I said, it's not very detailed, but it's his words on every Blue October song that is in the book. I know everyone interprets a song differently from everyone else, but having the original intent behind the song will be helpful to people who don't fully understand a song. Also, any grammatical errors are not made by me, I'm putting down Justin's words exactly how he writes them. So yea... enjoy :)

    Razorblade: "When sanctuaries house monsters their is nothing left holy in this world. They should each die for every promise kept under God..."
    Flag marquptonon June 04, 2011   Link
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    General Comment:Here is an interview with Justin Furstenfield from Blue October saying what the song means. youtube.com/…

    It was not someone he knew.
    Flag musicalsoulon June 06, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:In the everday struggle
    That we know as “growing up”
    Theres a pure hope that we have in our dreams
    To go back to when we were younger
    When there was no doubting
    the very people we knew all our lives as good


    It was your face that I remember in the halo of the doorway
    It was you that stole my virginity
    It was you that I looked up to, the person that I aimed to follow
    I haven’t met another person that betrayed me the way you did

    A brief moment of my life I turned to cutting
    I need to feel something, because I felt like people didn’t love me
    I realized as time passed that you changed and I became nothing to you
    But I have moved on, and with this I have faith again

    At one time I failed belief and hope
    I rejected any representation of God
    And I reached out for anything “stronger” than God
    Preacher, you did not give mercy to the young children of the congregation
    You sinned and lied while contradicting yourself with prayer
    There will be no forgiveness for you! You’re disgusting.

    I know it was you in their bedrooms
    I know it was you who stole their virginity
    It was you who they felt were the best, and they looked up to you
    You have hurt them and they will never be able to change that
    You were a messenger of god and supposed to be greater than the average man

    A brief moment of my life I turned to cutting
    I need to feel something, because I felt like people didn’t love me
    I realized as time passed that you changed and I became nothing to you
    But I have moved on, and with this I have faith again

    Flag KLR1031on January 11, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:A lot of things in life are measured by your first experience doing it. Sex, many times, is one of those things.

    This song is so obvious that it is about a man of a higher power molesting vulnerable children. Those children grew up thinking sex was supposed to be like that and if they didn't get it like that again, they weren't loved, and possibly after that they began to cut or slash their wrists.

    This song is so powerful and can speak to anyone who has been molested by someone in their childhood, possibly by a relitive or someone they trust.

    Awesome powerful song.
    Flag violentmonkeyon September 16, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:yeah well its obvious wat its about.. i really love this song, gets stuck in your head really easily!
    but i thought id jus say something that no one has seemed to notice, which i think is on of the saddest lines
    'it is you that took their first away from them'
    which is like, the uncle took 'their first' (i hoping u will get wat that means) away and that is an experiance they will never be able to get bac, they had no choice on it
    Flag imationon June 29, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:I didn't know it was sexual predation. I just want to cry now, it's so tragic. This is my favourite song on the album.
    Flag s0ulmatesneverdieon June 20, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:Kidds sorry...not jidds.
    Flag RAPSUX!!on June 11, 2008   Link

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