I won't try to explain what I cannot understand It's a bird it's a plane it's a one night stand If I only we could ride far enough I'd forget you altogether It's a bluff There is no way I could not remember don't ask me what I came here for It is too delicate for words I used to want to make you talk Now I would rather you did not I don't mind if you read while I'm coming It's alright if you need the t.v. To keep from noticing my mind going blank What's the worst thing that could happen? Is my back all that bad? Strike the match and watch the doll come open don't ask me what I want from you It is not something you could purposely do I used to want to make you mine Now I have better things in mind...



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"Will" as written by Amanda Palmer

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    Song Meaning:I think it's about a woman, who just doesn't feel anything anymore. She wanted to be with this guy and then she sleeps with him and then there isn't anything more. She tries to keep up the charade the it doesn't bother her to just have meaningless sex with him and then in the process of trying to convince him, she convinces herself. "I used to want to make you talk,now I would rather you did not." She's saying that it went from her wanting more than a sexual relationship with him, to now she would just prefer they get straight to the sex and skip the social aspect of it. "I used to want to make you mine, now I have better things in mind..." Like she finally got what she wanted, but she doesn't want it anymore. It's a beautifully sad song that shows that sometimes people get tired of vying for the acceptance of someone. Very easy to relate to.
    Flag awwberryon October 29, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:Wow this song speaks to me!
    Someone you've slept with and feel a little bit too much for. We're on a knife-edge- I feel like if I tell him how much I like him we'll stop being friends so I don't say anything. Plus I don't really know what I want from him and wish I could just forget about him, but can't...

    ...that's what this song is to me: scarily familiar.

    I wonder whether the line "is my back all that bad?" refers to her leaving? Like her turning her back on this person? Just a guess, I don't know if that even fits.
    Flag wkapon June 24, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:"is my back all that bad?"

    ^

    That reminds me of the phrase " and no one cares if your back is bleeding, they'concerned of their hair receiding(...)" from Girl Anachronism.
    Flag girlgettingbittereron July 10, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:I agree with intoodeep.

    what's the worst thing that could happen?
    is my back all that bad?

    I think this means she wants him to initiate their sexual encounters with foreplay (like a sensual massage for instance), and be more affectionate and loving.

    strike the match and watch the doll come open

    Strike the match and light a candle to set the mood. She wants romance and passion out of him, but he only sees her as a sexual object... essentially no different than a blow-up doll.

    Like intoodeep said, her pleasure means nothing to him. He's taking what he can get out of her because she's offering it, though she's doing it in the hopes that other feelings will develop. It's the only way she can really be close to him at this point, and she too is taking what she can get out of him... even though it's tearing her up inside.

    Sad song :(
    Lovely though
    Flag theamazingpillon May 29, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:It sounds to me like she is talking about a person who she genuinely did love- one of those loves that dominates your life, until little else is left. She struggled to get it reciprocated, but he wasn't interested.

    Now she is sleeping with him, in what is really just an opportunity to get laid with the male, but for her it is an explosion of sexual tension. By casually fucking him, she is trying to prove to herself that he means nothing to her.

    "If only we could ride far enough, I'd forget you altogether"- Here is an example of this. She is literally trying to screw herself into oblivion. The bit about her mind going blank refers to the same intentions. (I don't mean to sound crude :P)

    This is one of the most melancholy, tragic songs I've heard in a while. It's about being so passionate about a person who chooses to pointedly ignore you.

    Absolutely beautiful.
    Flag Bexz0ron February 06, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:at the end you forgot these lyrics.
    dont forget i dont need anyone x5
    Flag Nicola672on October 05, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:this song makes me think about the bell jar. its haunting.
    it stays with you all day.
    i love the line
    "if you need the TV to keep from noticing my mind
    going blank
    whats the worst thing that can happen"
    Flag Nicola672on October 05, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:I think its about a devotion to someone who doesnt really give a shit about you. Like a fuck buddy who you want more from and they just use you for sex, it takes places as the "relationship" is coming to an end and she realizes taht it will always just be sex to him and her pleasure means nothing.
    Flag intoodeepon August 31, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:I would have to agree with treizeciaprilie. Throughout the song, I believe her sanity is declining, and the man she thought she loved still does not notice it.

    Somehow reminds me of Nny/Devi, but that's not important.
    Flag popadee203on June 24, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:This song's beautiful.
    & tragic.
    Flag InkBleedsDeeperon May 16, 2007   Link

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