I used to know this girl
Who gave her love away
To every guy she met
And with all the games they played
She never seemed to cry
She never got upset
And one by one they came
And one by one they left
I thought that I could fix her
If she would let me in
But all of my advances
Were shut down in the end
When days turned into months
I begged her to explain
And this is what she sang

It's not like I'm a slut
Or that I really like to fuck
I just want every boy I see
To walk away with part of me
Until there's nothing left to hold
Until there's nothing left to hate
I appreciate your help
But even you can't save me from myself

I used to know this boy
Who took notes in a book
But he ripped out all the pages
Before I got a look
At all the words he scribbled
At all the lines he filled
But the ink stains on his fingers
Told me he was skilled
At capturing a feeling
That most of us just miss
The simple pain of living
With goodbyes on our lips
I found one of the pages
Crumpled by her bed
And this is how it read

It's not like I am weak
Or that I don't know how to leave
It's just that every time you cheat
You bring me closer to defeat

Until there's nothing left to love
Until there's nothing left to say
I know that you need help
But even I can't save you from yourself



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Track duration: 03:48


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    General Comment:oh and the boy, who took notes in a book, that the narrator used to know, i think he means its him, a long time ago, thats who he used to be, before the girl broke his heart, i dont think its a different person, just him and the girl, only two, and this is their story.
    Flag PTRPANon August 10, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:i stumbled on this song tonight. less than a week, since She left me for good. and that night i cried. after that i just felt numb until now. i'm a girl who'd never fallen in love with a girl before, and this girl, walked into my life months ago, and i was hers. suddenly i saw no other girls, no other boys, but her.
    this song is about her. and about me, i think. i have hundreds of pages, my journal, all typed out, about her and me, i thought i was writing the greatest love story ever written. but shes finally gone. the girl in this song, reminds me of her. and i love her. and i stuck around now, for months after "i begged her to explain." she could never give me any straight answers.
    i never meant to fall in love with her. i did though, and she tore me up from the inside out, because she couldnt love me how i love her. she just couldnt. and it had nothing to do with me, and when i realized it was her, and something inside of her that was broken, i tried to fix her, and it kills me that i couldnt. she left me for a boy, just a few days ago. i dont know what to do. it hurts to know that shes gone, and i couldnt make her better. i couldnt save her.

    when i heard this song i broke down, and let myself cry.
    Flag PTRPANon August 10, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:I take it as being about this girl who can't stand herself and is therefore uncapable of showing this other guy any sort of love. "I just want every boy i see to walk away with part of me, until there's nothing left to hold, until there's nothing left to hate" gives me the impression that she also deems herself unworthy of any kind of relationship that isn't just sexual. By being with these guys she's hoping to numb something inside her - conscience, maybe?
    The guy that likes her, despite his tries, is unable to show her what he sees in her.

    It comes down to the 'I don't love me, so how can you love me?' idea.
    Flag stillonmystringon July 06, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:Great song.
    So . Pretty much. Beginning of this song seems to talk about a girl that throws herself at every and any guy. Not because she wants this "fun and love". It' because she hates herself.
    "I just want every boy I see
    To walk away with part of me
    Until there's nothing left to hold
    Until there's nothing left to hate
    I appreciate your help
    But even you can't save me from myself"
    ... until there's nothing left to hate. She doesn't want "any more" of herself, if that makes any sense. she wants "all of her" to be gone "until there's nothing left to hold/hate".
    And they writer, I took it, was the guy she was dating but cheated on:

    "It's not like I am weak
    Or that I don't know how to leave
    It's just that every time you cheat
    You bring me closer to defeat

    Until there's nothing left to love
    Until there's nothing left to say
    I know that you need help
    But even I can't save you from yourself"
    Every time she cheats... he loves her less(?) and he can't say as much... he wants to help her but he knows he can't because the problem is inside of her.
    Depressing song about a sad (dare i say hopeless?) girl.

    Flag imadebbion March 31, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:This song reminds me a lot of my best friend, because like the girl in this song, she sleeps with a lot of guys to hold some sort of significance in their lives. And although I'm not a guy I've felt like the male character as well. Very catchy song. Simple but meaningful.
    Flag indiepistolon March 31, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:this feels like my life, from the other end.

    i LOVE this song, and I kind of get what I made someone feel like.
    Flag grrlbhndthcrtnon March 09, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:this feels like my life, from the other end.

    i LOVE this song, and I kind of get what I made someone feel like.
    Flag grrlbhndthcrtnon March 09, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:this song is like the story of my life
    Flag iloveagirlon December 28, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:I love this track.
    Flag shockdelicaon December 24, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:Marc is a lyrical genius. :]
    Flag xkisskisskisson October 24, 2008   Link

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