Sharp disaster in a fresh new coma.
Was it worth it when it was over?
Proving yourself right, you'd make the biggest noise.

Well, I'd lock my hands behind my head,
I'd cover my heart and hit the deck,
I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.

It's a long wait for an answer. Is there any news? Is there any word?
Was there trauma? Or a struggle? Am I missing? Or was the body found?

Is there anything worth looking for?
Worth loving for? Worth lying for?

Is there anything worth waiting for?
Worth living for? Worth dying for?

I'm home



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"Am I Missing" as written by Christopher Andrew Carrabba

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    My Interpretation:-Sharp disaster in a fresh new coma
    * There has been a "sharp" or sudden "disaster" that has put him in a comatose state.

    -Was it worth it when it was over
    * He wonders if what had caused this disaster was worth it when it was over and was left with the consequences
    - Proving yourself right
    You'd make the biggest noise
    * This reveals that the disaster is related to a person who was stubborn and most likely created the disaster in the first place, yelling to get a point across, taking extreme means to get what they wanted etc.

    -Well I'd lock my hands behind my head
    I'd cover my heart and hit the deck
    I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you
    * This seems to be in reference to going into the fetal position. He apparently thinks that this disaster will back fire on said person and states that if he was them he probably might not be so stubborn and would protect himself before he gets hurt.

    -(It's a long way) is there anything
    (For an answer) worth looking for
    (Is there any news) worth loving for
    (Is there any word) worth lying for
    (Is there trauma) is there anything
    (Or a struggle) worth waiting for
    (Am I missing) worth living for
    (Was the body found) worth dying for
    * Here the chorus gets a little interesting. he goes back and forth kinda poetically. Each part in parenthesis has something to do with the parts outside directly after:
    --(It's a long way) is there anything
    (For an answer) worth looking for
    These two parts go together with (It's a long way for an answer) and Is there anything worth looking for. I take this as It's a long way for an answer to what happens when we die so is there anything worth looking for in life to take up all that time?
    -- (Is there any news) worth loving for
    (Is there any word) worth lying for
    Here he changes from his original phrasing in the parenthesis. I think it connects to the previous part here and is more related. He asks if there is any news, any word about what really happens then continues on. Is there any trauma? Are you shocked when you get there? Do you struggle? Is there pain awaiting you in Hell? He asks if he's going to be missing or will his body be found when he dies. So many unanswerable questions.

    So then, Why love anything if they might not love you back? Why lie for someone when they might not even care? Why wait for someone when you might just die tomorrow living your life in waiting? And while we are at it, what's worth living for if we are just going to die in the end... and if there is nothing when we die then what is really worth dying for?

    I feel he is questioning everything about life really.

    ****** Personally, i kinda believe that this is about him dying. Somebody killed him (the disaster) and he wonders if they thought it was worth it. As he is dying he sees his life flash before his eyes and wonders to himself if it was all worth it. Everything he'd done, everything he'd waited for, loved, lied about, looked for, and now finally it is someone he died for. I'm pretty sure the person who killed him was someone of importance in his life. Which makes sense as to why people would think this would be about a breakup. metaphorically relating dying to the end of your life ie end of your relationship/ life with that person. They broke up with you in effect pulling the trigger and killing you inside. But the high, light, happy tones at the end ringing "I'm home" really bring to light the meaning of the song. He's "Home". I believe that to be a reference toward being in heaven. He's died yes, but now that has set him free to go home, to heaven, where he belongs. He's happy now finally home.

    (This "home" as heaven metaphor is also seen in "Almost Home" by Craig Morgan")
    Flag katiejo123on January 03, 2013   Link
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    General Comment:For me its about the ENDING OF A RELATIONSHIP, he sees it coming, so he prepares and it eventually happens, like a crash, he's metaphorically dead, lost, he is in shock, totally desoriented, he can't find himself he "doesn't know/doesn't remember" what happen... At the end he's just asking, is it worth it? He's being pesimistic, he' is hurt, so based on the pesimistic fact that everything good ends, is a relationship worth the pain when you know it will end?

    "Proving yourself right, you'd make the biggest noise" that line gives it away, he's talking about a fight, the person that insists that he/she is right, can't compromise, he/she is so sure about what he/she is saying. That person is the one that will get hurt the most, as in "the biggest noise when he/she falls" , when it's over.
    Flag boiledfrogon December 23, 2012   Link
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    General Comment:Another good one. Not entirely sure what it's about... depression, mayhap?
    Flag xmakesherflyxon April 08, 2010   Link
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    Song Meaning:hmm... I'm not too sure what this one is about.. I think the song rocks! I guess it has somethin to do with death, cause of the whole "am I missing, or was the body found)... but other than that, I didn't get as much out of this other than the emotion chris sings with and his beautifully written lyrics
    Flag dashboard595on March 17, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:song is kinda catchy .. for some reason i keep playing it over and over again...
    Flag Vybzon November 30, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:someone died. enough said.
    Flag welcome2hell69on December 26, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:Sharp disaster in a fresh new coma
    Was it worth it when it was over
    Proving yourself right
    You'd make the biggest noise
    Well I lock my hands behind my head
    I'd cover my heart and hit the deck
    I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you

    i think this is the part of the song where he's talking to the person about how clumsy he or she has been and how he/she has finally hit that breaking point where he/she needs to stop being so damn risky or has finally lost his/her life from being so damn risky. i guess. then, the singer is saying he's preparing himself for the heartache and the pain that's following this person's mistakes.

    the singer then asks these questions, is in anything in life worth putting the effort of doing something for when you're just going to lose it and get hurt in the end.

    and when he asks, "am i missing" he's probably referring to how disoriented you feel when someone you love has hurt themselves.

    and i think it might just be about a death. i'm not sure!

    whatever, that's my interpretation! i love this song.
    Flag reverberateson April 28, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:It could be about a kidnapper...
    Flag *Star*eyes*on January 08, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:I was listening to A Mark cuz im going insane over this one chick and this song was on and i noticed that he is not just vocalizing inbetween the transitions he is acutally repeating Home, Im Home, Im Home, Im Home. which changes the song completly for me opening up more meanings
    Flag LostBoyFoundon September 21, 2006   Link
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    General Comment:(To avoid confusion i am not yelling when caped locked just brings emphsis on certain parts is all ^_^.)

    you know i came here to give an indepth analysis for the song but it looks like GoodGirlWithAWink beat me to it. y do soooooooooooo many ppl who listen to dc AUTOMATICALLY think of suicide. he is metaphorical in most cases relating death to be with out love. and in that sense it is true. Many ppl make their partner/lover/spouse their life and when they leave or gone its like they have lost their life. BUT BUT BUT many songs that ppl BELIEVE to be about Lost Love and Desire turn out to be about something different when questioning chris.

    i have said this many times again Emo comes from Emotic (fictional word orginally developed from the Root "Emo" from emotions and the suffix "tic" which means roughly means "to cause" or "causing") deriving from Emotive which means "characterized by or pertaining to emotion" and/or "productive of or directed toward the emotions." In short, Emo songs do NOT HAVE TO be SUNG emotionally as long as the song can BRING TO SURFACE YOUR OWN EMOTIONS In this sense DC can be considered emo though Chris never rlly considered himself a lable. besides true "Emo's" as u like to call them detest the term "emo" and denie any connection to the label and only use it as a friendly tease (originally).
    Flag LostBoyFoundon September 01, 2006   Link

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