Last night it came as a picture
With a good reason, a warning sign
This place is void of all passion
If you can imagine it's easy if you try
Believe me, I failed this effort
I wrote a reminder, this wasn't a vision
This time, where are you Houston?
Is somebody out there? Will somebody listen

Should I go back? Should I go back? Should I?
I feel alone and tired
Should I go back? Should I go back? Should I?
I hope I won't forget you

My head is made up of memories
Most of them useless delusions
This room is bored of rehearsal
And sick of the boundaries
I miss you so much

Should I go back? Should I go back? Should I?
I feel alone and tired
Should I go back? Should I go back? Should I?
This time I don't want to
Should I go back? Should I go back? Should I?
I feel alone and tired
Should I go back? Should I go back? Should I?
I hope I won't forget you

Should I go back? Should I go back? Should I?
I feel alone and tired
Should I go back? Should I go back? Should I?
This time I don't want to
Should I go back? Should I go back? Should I?
I feel alone and tired
Should I go back? Should I go back? Should I?
I hope I won't forget you


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Asthenia Lyrics as written by Thomas Delonge Mark Hoppus

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    Best song on the album in my opinion. The lyrics really do express the feeling of lonliness, depression, and the ultimate boredom of a person void of companionship.

    shandy_28on April 12, 2004   Link
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    I don't think NASA would be very happy if he decided not to return their space shuttle.

    Regos the Saneon April 19, 2004   Link
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    i love this. i especially love the way "so" is stressed in "sick of the boundaries, i miss you so much".

    zoe.TRAGIC!on August 19, 2008   Link
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    I think Blink 182 has a lot of songs that don't seem deep but if you are a true fan you see into the lyrics and realize how much meanings a lot of their songs have just like this song. I effin love it. (:

    ZombieKiller182on March 12, 2010   Link
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    This song doesnt sound so deep but i think it really is...Its about a guy in space looking down at the world thinking about how bad it has become with crime etc....and hes wondering is it worth even going back to this place or am i better off here without all that bad stuff

    P.O.Bon April 11, 2004   Link
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    It's about doubt, lonliness, fear... the feelings you get when you're alone enough to see the world from an outside perspective as opposed to that of being someone inside it.

    kamikaze_foolon April 14, 2004   Link
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    Awesome song.. It's somewhat creepy. The whole premise is good tho. Tom says in the album booklet that he just thought of a guy floating in a space shuttle out in space deciding whether or not to come back to Earth or not.. you know, if it's worth it.

    zipped6648on April 14, 2004   Link
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    amazing song. been a fan since they were just blink and I thought they were headed in a downward spiral once i heard Enema, but this cd fucking amazes me. They have done a complete 180 and used their intelligence not to talk about dick and fart jokes (which is funny) - but rather have created a dark, emotional album. I love it.

    always2lateon April 29, 2004   Link
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    I love this song, in fact my domain name is from it. I think this song can apply to a lot more than an astronaut. "This time, where are you houston? Is somebody out there, will somebody listen?" I love that part, and if you really listen - it's also about a lonely person.

    Stephanie xxon May 02, 2004   Link
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    I think it' one of the best songs on this album (if i have to pick any) I love the sound of the guitar and the way tom sings on this. i like the whole space theme and how he could imagine it from that point of view. it's different... but not unexpected seeing as tom is a trekkie and all

    green_monkeyon May 06, 2004   Link

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