And when I see you, I really see you upside down
But my brain knows better, it picks you up and turns you around
Turns you around, turns you around

If you feel discouraged when there's a lack of color here
Please don't worry lover, it's really bursting at the seams
From absorbing everything the spectrum's A to Z.

This is fact not fiction for the first time in years
All the girls in every girlie magazine can't make me feel any less alone,
I'm reaching for the phone to call at 7:03 and on your machine,
I slur a plea for you to come home.
But I know it's too late, and I should have given you a reason to stay
Given you a reason to stay; given you a reason to stay;
Given you a reason to stay

This is fact not fiction for the first time in years



Lyrics submitted by minette

Track duration: 03:36

"A Lack of Color" as written by Benjamin Gibbard

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    My Interpretation:The first part references the "fun fact" phenomenon that our vision is upside down but then reversed by out brains. As such, I believe that he part about the lack of color references the fact that black is perceived as black because, unlike any true color, it absorbs light instead of reflecting it selectively. I believe that the second bit is simply saying that, although it appears to be black, in reality it's "bursting at the seams" because it's absorbed the entire color spectrum.

    He's using these two commonly propagated little known facts as a metaphor, but I'm not quite certain what that metaphor is.
    Flag Dufflepudon March 25, 2013   Link
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    General Comment:reason: if you're about me i'm about you.
    that's the best i can do

    is what he should have wrote

    and from that blessings create
    Flag cc43160on August 26, 2011   Link
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    General Comment:i think he was alluding to the fact that he had a reason. 'bursting at the seams' meant that electricity was swelling. he was already moving at light speed. 'absorbing everything'. Made me think that from where he was to where he is must have been a rough ride to come out clean on the other side. just getting started. it made me think about the tower of alchemy. about absorbing the spectrum and mining your own gold. That's heart! For those that don't know. gotta get it stronger!
    Flag cc43160on August 26, 2011   Link
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    General Comment:My absolute favorite song in the entire world.
    Flag liveinslowmotionon May 27, 2011   Link
  • +1
    General Comment:I cried the first time I heard this song. I have loved Death Cab for Cutie for a long time and just recently heard this song in particular.

    Reading through these comments, most people think this song is about a loved on in some shape or form, but personally, I think this song, on some level, is about suicide, or overcoming it.

    "And on your machine, I slur a plea
    For you to come home
    But I know it's too late
    I should have given you a reason to stay"

    I can't listen to this song in public, I cry to it every time I hear it.
    Flag ThePoeticHermiton April 01, 2011   Link
  • 0
    My Opinion:Beautiful song. The ocean wave effect, the guitar playing eighth notes, there is sort of a constant hum in the song. I love it.
    Flag drumradicalon October 12, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:I think everyone else has pretty much got it figured out. I see it as this guy sees this girl for who she truly is. They think the problems in the relationship are no big deal, just "a lack of color", no vibrancy in the relationship, when "It's really bursting at the seams". She leaves and he wants her back but he didn't give her a reason to stay.

    Really love this song. It's extremely sad but it's so pretty.
    Flag babyghostrogueon September 30, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:The song always reminds me of the ocean. Funny, it should've been Transatlanticism : )
    Flag TheWalnutTreeon September 18, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:I think the song's title sums up the song 'A Lack of Color'. That on the outside their relationship seems boring, uninteresting, stale and to not be trying too hard. But the character in the song feels that it's really bursting from the seams. He remembers her, thinking of how special that kind of love was. That it didn't need to be showy and colorful. It was true on the inside, a deep unconditional love. The kind of secret beauty to be envious over.

    But it was only him that felt this way. She didn't. She left him, and he's desperately trying to figure out why (why this keeps happening). After remembering what their love meant to him, he wants her (that kind of love) back. He calls her and leaves a message. But he knows it's too late. He knows that she didn't feel the same. To her their love was just a lack of color.

    After years of repeating this pattern, of others not feeling the same, he realizes that only a colorful relationship will work. One in which the love is on the outside, is shallow, where rather than absorbing all the colors of the spectrum, they only reflect color, and have no value on the inside. Obviously, that silent sweet love isn't enough for anyone else, he thinks. Hence, "I should have given you a reason to stay."

    "This is fact not fiction, for the first time in years." This is his resolution to the issue.
    The fiction was his fantasy of true love.
    The fact is that they leave you if you lack visible color.

    He realizes that the kind of purely abstract love he wants is unrealistic.
    He's no longer living in fantasy. Through the trauma, he's learnt a lesson.
    Now that he's not pursuing a path that's doomed to always fail (and get him
    hurt), he is now wiser. He's not going to turn anyone around from being
    upside-down to fit what he wants love to be.
    In future, he'll come closer than he ever could before to that kind of abstract love!
    No more will there be a lack of color here.
    Flag david123on September 01, 2010   Link
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    General Comment:I think this song is about
    a man that was in a relationship that ended.
    He blames himself but has never admitted so.

    The seeing upside I think is meant to be taken literally.
    (he always uses such intelligent lyrics :] )

    If the girl feels that their relationship was black and white (boring and over)
    she's mistaken because he's bursting with love. (with every color a-z)

    This is the first he's been honest with himself in years.
    He's been in denial about their relationship.
    Looking at other girls (even ones in magazines) just makes him miss her more.

    He can't take it anymore and calls her
    and leave a message begging her to take him back.
    But it doesn't matter. It's over.
    He feels he wasn't good enough for her or didn't try hard enough to keep her.
    So for the first time he forgives her and admits to himself it was his fault.
    Flag oxoxsaraoxoxon June 23, 2010   Link

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