So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
Once upon a time I was of the mind
To lay your burden down
And leave you where you stood
And you believed I could
You'd seen it done before
I could read your thoughts
Tell you what you saw
And never say a word
Now all that is gone
Over with and done, never to return
I can tell you why
People die alone
I can tell you I'm
A shadow on the sun
Staring at the loss
Looking for a cause
And never really sure
Nothing but a hole
To live without a soul
And nothing to be learned
I can tell you why
People go insane
I can show you how
You could do the same
I can tell you why
The end will never come
I can tell you I'm
A shadow on the sun
Shapes of every size
Move behind my eyes
Doors inside my head
Bolted from within
Every drop of flame
Lights a candle in
Memory of the one
Who lives inside my skin
I can tell you why
People go insane
I can show you how
You could do the same
I can tell you why
The end will never come
I can tell you I'm
A shadow on the sun
Shadow on the sun, shadow on the sun
Shadow on the sun, shadow on the sun
Shadow on the sun, shadow on the sun
Shadow on the sun, shadow on the sun
Sun, sun
To lay your burden down
And leave you where you stood
And you believed I could
You'd seen it done before
I could read your thoughts
Tell you what you saw
And never say a word
Now all that is gone
Over with and done, never to return
I can tell you why
People die alone
I can tell you I'm
A shadow on the sun
Staring at the loss
Looking for a cause
And never really sure
Nothing but a hole
To live without a soul
And nothing to be learned
I can tell you why
People go insane
I can show you how
You could do the same
I can tell you why
The end will never come
I can tell you I'm
A shadow on the sun
Shapes of every size
Move behind my eyes
Doors inside my head
Bolted from within
Every drop of flame
Lights a candle in
Memory of the one
Who lives inside my skin
I can tell you why
People go insane
I can show you how
You could do the same
I can tell you why
The end will never come
I can tell you I'm
A shadow on the sun
Shadow on the sun, shadow on the sun
Shadow on the sun, shadow on the sun
Shadow on the sun, shadow on the sun
Shadow on the sun, shadow on the sun
Sun, sun
Lyrics submitted by ruben, edited by despondent, KosnSatori
Shadow on the Sun Lyrics as written by Chris Cornell Timothy Commerford
Lyrics © Wixen Music Publishing, Hipgnosis Songs Group
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The meaning of this song is so very clear to me - every lyric, so it's hard for me to understand why no one else sees this. I've typed my translation next to dash underneath the quoted lyrics. "Once upon a time I was of the mind, To lay your burden down" =
@truehearttrue - Not all other people see it because it doesn't make much sense. I construe this line:<br /> <br /> "Once upon a time I was of the mind to lay your burden down"<br /> <br /> To be suggesting suicide. Those of us who know what that feels like understand what it means to be seriously depressed, to feel dead inside, and to feel like a burden to one's spouse, family, friends, etc. Suicide is therefore about "laying their burden down".<br /> <br /> The song is called "Shadow On The Sun", not "Gee I Sure Miss You". The vast majority of the lines say nothing to suggest it's about a relationship. Instead, they speak to being dead and tormented inside.<br /> <br /> And Cornell is well known to have had a long history of depression and suicidal thoughts.<br /> <br /> And Cornell did, in fact, end up committing suicide in 2017.<br /> <br /> I'm not Monday morning quarterbacking here; I said the same thing in 2012, because this is how I've always interpreted the song.
@despondent - I can see what you mean and also relate to the idea "I was of the mind to lay your burden down" meaning "If I commit suicide then I will not be a problem to anyone anymore." Your response helped me put an alternative perspective on the lyrics, that along with Cornell's actual suicide. He does mention dying alone in his lyrics. With that said, maybe the other person he is referring to in the lyrics ..is himself, the person he was before the depression. The depression being the shadow on the sun. Makes alot of sense...especially now. Thanks for the insight.