Don't know
What I was looking for
When I went home
I found me alone
And sometimes
I need someone to say you'll be all right
What's on your mind?
But the water's shallow here
And I am full of fear
And empty handed after two long years

Another sunny day in California
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But what they don't know is what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance to feel it

Back home
I always thought I wanted so much more
Now I'm not too sure
Cause sometimes
I miss knowing someone's there for me
And feeling free
Free to stand beside
The ocean in moonlight
And light myself a smoke beneath the
Dark Atlantic sky

Another sunny day in California
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But what they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance to feel it

Everybody here is living life in fear
Of falling out alive
Tearing lives apart and breaking lots of hearts
Just to pass the time
And the eyes get red in the back of your head
This place will make you blind
Put it all behind me and
I'll be just fine

Another sunny day beneath this cloudless sky
Sometimes I wish that it would rain here
And wash the west coast dreaming from my eyes
There's nothing real for them to see here

Another starry night in California
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance to feel it



Lyrics submitted by rjbucs28

Track duration: 03:56

"Back Home" as written by Benjamin Eric Harper, William Ryan Key, Peter Michael Mosely, Longineu Warren Iii Parsons, Sean Michael Wellman-mackin

Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group

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    General Comment:So I've been at college for three years now, and I'm from the Gulf Coast. I've been to California considering my dad lives in San Clemente (Orange County.) I love California, I really do. I plan to move there after I graduate from college, but saying that this song doesn't really mean California is fake is wrong. When you're from places like Jacksonville, FL, Pensacola, FL, Mobile, AL, New Orleans, LA.. or really, just about anywhere else in the country. California is very fake. It's being actually very specific about California, or really the west coast vs the east coast.

    "Free to light myself a smoke beneath the dark Atlantic sky."
    I just went to California during Christmas break and a friend came with me who smokes. Everyone gave him completely hell, while here... you're left alone about it. That's absolutely true.

    "Sometimes I wish that it would rain here."
    I mean... how much more specific can you get?

    "There's nothing real for them to see here."
    That's true. That's because a lot of people go to places like L.A. and end up getting into drugs and alcohol and a party lifestyle because things aren't taken seriously out there like they are most places. Say what you want... but if you're actually from the area, you don't see what other people see looking in.

    "The water's shallow here..."
    "Everybody here is living life in fear of falling out of line. Tearing lives apart and breaking lots of hearts just to pass the time."
    My dad talks about this all the time. How the people in Southern California are all looking out for themselves and forget to look out for their neighbors. He tells me all the time not to trust anyone I meet out there. And he's been out there for over 10 years now.

    I think the song is just saying that you think this place is so great because it's idolized and it's where the entertainment business is located. Then you get there and realize that the people around you are mostly all full of shit and you have no real friends. It's beautiful and he recognizes that it is and that no one would disagree, but it doesn't seem real.
    Flag ashleyualaon January 21, 2009   Link
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    General Comment:I think it's about how someone came to california with high hopes but one day they just wake up feeling alone and misses being back home.
    Flag Lovetoyouon October 21, 2008   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:OKAYYY
    this is my first time posting something
    kinda wierd but here i go

    well one day we were watching a video in my U.S. history class
    about irish immagrants which sometimes went to CA to make money
    with me so far
    ok

    then they put an old folk song theat they played on the ride over here
    and they said it "californ-i-a"
    exactly like they say it in this song
    and of course the dads were sometimes the only ones that could come
    and then later they would send money to send the rest of the family over here

    so when it says
    "I'm sure back home they'd love to see it"
    he's talking about the people back where he came from
    that his family would love to be in the land of oppertunity
    which was what people needed
    and new place to start
    but when it says
    "But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
    Before you get a chance to feel it"
    hes talking about how before he even was able to get start a new life
    it was taken away
    the line "There's nothing real for them to see here"
    he was talking about his family and that he didnt want them to come from the home land
    that he didnt want them to suffer like he did
    and that everythign is fake here


    when it says
    "But the water's shallow here "
    he is talking about how people in america didnt care much for anything
    besides themselves and he had no one to talk to about his feelings
    hence the lines,
    "And sometimes I need someone to say, 'You'll be all right. What's on your mind?'"
    and "Everybody here is living life in fear of falling out of line"
    when he says
    "Tearing lives apart and breaking lots of hearts just to pass the time"
    hes talking about the people that owned buisnesses
    that just fired people for the heck of it and because the next day they new they would have someone ready to work there
    the line "And the eyes get red in the back of your head, this place will make you blind"
    hes talking about how the U.S. has made him forget about all the other things in life
    bcz he didnt have hope left after seeing a place like this
    most ppl dont know that the US wasnt a pretty place in the past
    and now-a-days it still inst very nice

    when he says"And light myself a smoke"
    it shows that its not in any modern time

    but finaly i had problems with the first lines,
    "Don't know what I was looking for when I went home, I found me alone"
    and "I am full of fear, and empty handed after two long years"
    he is saying that, well, that he waisted two years of his life going to America
    and having to go home bcz he hated being alone and getting nowhere
    so he went back home and he didnt know how his family would look at him
    that he had failed at what he was suppose to do


    I LOVE THIS SONG
    i mean its amazing how each line is connected
    this took me a long time to type
    and im pretty sure that is the real meaning
    its kinda wierd to but i mean in my class we went deep into the immagrants that came b4 WWI
    and it matched the song completely

    so thanxs for reading this
    Flag simple_leoon March 06, 2008   Link
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    General Comment:I don't think this song is a particular stab at California. This kind of experience can happen to anyone who takes a big move from one place to an entirely different one...

    People live in one place, and they dream of a far-away place where everything seems so beautiful and perfect and they imagine that they'll be so happy there. Then they finally get there and miss their home. Not because one place is better than the other... it's because of an undescribable wanting and longing for the familiar.
    Flag samariaon November 12, 2007   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:Home is where the heart is.
    Flag jlbowenon November 02, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:IfIDie, I rly liked your comments...I agree that this song has alot to do with people always thinking the grass is greener on the other side. California, all warm and sunny is sort of thought of as the ideal place to live. ButI think that the pretensions people have there and the anonymity of it because its just so big can really make you feel alone. Even though he wanted to get away from home, onto bigger and better things, he realizes that there are some things that can't be replaced. In your home town, you have people dear to you, who understand enough that sometimes you just need to hear the words "you'll be alright" before they even know the problem, because knowing they're by your side makes everything fixable. Also, the true definition of home comes into play here too...a home is not only a physical place, but a state of feeling safe and loved. So even though California might seem perfect, beneath the surface there is only emptiness. As nice as it is to dream, people need to keep in mind that the people who knew you when you were young, and were there through your battles growing up, understand you best in the end.
    Flag serenity23on October 06, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:IfIDie, I rly liked your comments...I agree that this song has alot to do with people always thinking the grass is greener on the other side. California, all warm and sunny is sort of thought of as the ideal place to live. ButI think that the pretensions people have there and the anonymity of it because its just so big can really make you feel alone. Even though he wanted to get away from home, onto bigger and better things, he realizes that there are some things that can't be replaced. In your home town, you have people dear to you, who understand enough that sometimes you just need to hear the words "you'll be alright" before they even know the problem, because knowing they're by your side makes everything fixable. Also, the true definition of home comes into play here too...a home is not only a physical place, but a state of feeling safe and loved. So even though California might seem perfect, beneath the surface there is only emptiness. As nice as it is to dream, people need to keep in mind that the people who knew you when you were young, and were there through your battles growing up, understand you best in the end.
    Flag serenity23on October 06, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:[...] and i wouldn't* have my love neither [...]
    Flag natimasteron September 25, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:According to iTunes, I've heard this song 83 times.

    It meant so much for me, specially last year when the love of my life was finishing high school and going to university and i wasnt going to see him again :(


    and as my school was joining another, and i was like sooo pleased with my school, it was a pleasure to go to school, and i knew that with this new school joining us things wouldn't be the same, and i would have my love neither.

    "But they don't know that what you love is ripped away before you get a chance to feel it"

    gosh... that sentence meant so much for me, as i fell in love with a boy i was going to see for only like 2 months... it was really hard, i was extreamly in love with him...
    and as im always like cheerful and smiling and everything, it's like they think im ok but i felt really bad when all this happened
    Flag natimasteron September 25, 2007   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:Only one is a more mellow song than the rest, don't forget to the one who said there are only three.
    Flag Matthew15on August 21, 2007   Link

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