This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Lily is dancing
On the table
We've all been
Pushed
Too far
I guess on days
Like this
You know who your
Friends are
Just another dead fag
To you that's all
Just another light missing
On a long taxi ride
Taxi ride
And I'm down to
Your last cigarette and
This "we are one" crap
As you're invading
This thing you call
Love - she smiles
Way too much but
I'm glad you're
On my side, sure
I'm glad you're on
My side still
You think you deserve
A trust fund
Just because you
Want one
Sure you talk the talk
When you need to
I fear
The whole world is
Starting to
Believe you
Just another dead fag
To you that's all
Just another light missing
In a long taxi line
Taxi line
And I'm down to
Your last cigarette and
This "we are one" crap
As you're invading
This thing you call
Love - she smiles
Way too much but
I'm glad you're
On my side, sure
I'm glad you're on
My side still
Lily is dancing
On the
Table
We've all been pushed
Too far today
Even a glamorous
Bitch can be in
Need
This is where you know
The honey
From the
Killer bees
I'm glad you're on
My side
Sure
I'm glad you're on
My side
Sure
I'm glad you're on
My side still
Got a long taxi ride
Got a long taxi ride
On the table
We've all been
Pushed
Too far
I guess on days
Like this
You know who your
Friends are
Just another dead fag
To you that's all
Just another light missing
On a long taxi ride
Taxi ride
And I'm down to
Your last cigarette and
This "we are one" crap
As you're invading
This thing you call
Love - she smiles
Way too much but
I'm glad you're
On my side, sure
I'm glad you're on
My side still
You think you deserve
A trust fund
Just because you
Want one
Sure you talk the talk
When you need to
I fear
The whole world is
Starting to
Believe you
Just another dead fag
To you that's all
Just another light missing
In a long taxi line
Taxi line
And I'm down to
Your last cigarette and
This "we are one" crap
As you're invading
This thing you call
Love - she smiles
Way too much but
I'm glad you're
On my side, sure
I'm glad you're on
My side still
Lily is dancing
On the
Table
We've all been pushed
Too far today
Even a glamorous
Bitch can be in
Need
This is where you know
The honey
From the
Killer bees
I'm glad you're on
My side
Sure
I'm glad you're on
My side
Sure
I'm glad you're on
My side still
Got a long taxi ride
Got a long taxi ride
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Taxi Ride Lyrics as written by Tori Ellen Amos
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@piecesofme Makes sense
I think this song is about how people don't think that the big things in life are a big deal. For example, when Tori says, "Just another dead fag to you that's all; just another light missing in a long taxi line", she's saying that when a minority(like a homosexual, or "fag" as homophobic bigots call them)dies, some people think it's as insignificant as "another light missing in a long taxi line". Also, the line where Tori says, "You think you deserve a trust fund just because you want one; sure you talk the talk when you need to; I fear the whole world is starting to believe you", I think she's saying that the world is starting to get spoiled. Some people think they deserve certain things without even earning them. To me, this song is about all the problems in the world. Even though we think we've come so far in the world, there are still a lot of things that need to be fixed. I really love this song. It's everything I believe in, and it's one of Tori's best songs. Anyway, that's just my opinion!
I think this song is about how people don't think that the big things in life are a big deal. For example, when Tori says, "Just another dead fag to you that's all; just another light missing in a long taxi line", she's saying that when a minority(like a homosexual, or "fag" as homophobic bigots call them)dies, some people think it's as insignificant as "another light missing in a long taxi line". Also, the line where Tori says, "You think you deserve a trust fund just because you want one; sure you talk the talk when you need to; I fear the whole world is starting to believe you", I think she's saying that the world is starting to get spoiled. Some people think they deserve certain things without even earning them. To me, this song is about all the problems in the world. Even though we think we've come so far in the world, there are still a lot of things that need to be fixed. I really love this song. It's everything I believe in, and it's one of Tori's best songs. Anyway, that's just my opinion!
i like this song too, it's up there with Talula and Silent all These Years for me. If you've been "pushed too far" and have been in New york on a long taxi ride, you can get the feeling of this song more easily. Tori songs are more feelings than real words.
Fag could also mean cigarette... just throwing that out there
Yes-fag could mean cigarette. But you would be a fool to think that’s what she meant in this context. It’s pretty obvious she was singing about dead gay person.
In this context, it's a pun. Yes, it refers to a gay person's death, and she illustrates people's cold reactions with the paralleled pun of a burnt out cigarette. "Just another dead fag to you, that's all / Just another light missing / on a long taxi ride..." She's saying that the death of this gay friend meant no more to these people than a burnt out cigarette.
@toxicwasteforbrains I think it means both. I've always pictured it as watching the light from a cigarette go out in the window of the taxi next to you while you're sitting in a taxi yourself, and thinking of how the person ("dead fag") disappeared just as quickly and nonchalantly. Maybe the person whose "last cigarette" you are down to is your lover, who doesn't care about the passing of gay people, and you disagree with that, so when you look at this cigarette you think, when this lover says "we are one," it's just a bunch of crap, because you and he/she are really not of the same mind. Maybe the "last cigarette" is like "the last straw" - if this person shows one more inhumane trait about themselves, you're done with them.
I’m going to dance on this song I think it's about a friendship which is still lasting for a very long time; "I'm glad you're on my side still" A lot of things happen in a friendship, like fights, in this kind of situations you may lose a good friend. I also think that it’s about two people who have a really good band.
And I also agree with SpaceLover11 and dazedkid.
I just love this song & Tori Amos<3
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i don't think i need to analyze this song so much to be able to tell what it's about. "We get along fine as humans, but do we ever take anything seriously? We should really think more." This is my favorite song, so i've listened to it alot
i listen to this song the moment i wake up. i have it on repeat until i get out of the house. i may not be able to relate too much with having a taxi ride in New York because im in Asia (although i have been to NY City) but i can relate to this song too somehow. this song makes me feel the pain in me. Tori seems to mirror what i feel inside...
i kinda agree with you guys, i always get the impression that theyve all come from a party and its the morning after when you feel crap and begin to realise stuff. it reminds me of whos afraid of virgina woolf when huge secrets have been revealed the night before or the great gatsby where everyone is so so rich and makes a complete fool of themselves. I think there is a friendship love hate thing going on, with one of them realising the other ones faults on the ride home. dont no thou ive never really liked tori amos but ive never really listened to anything by her but i really love LOVE this song theres something bout the lyrics that i relate to.