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That there
That's not me
I go
Where I please
I walk through walls
I float down the Liffey
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here
In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passed
Yeah it's gone
And I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here
Strobe lights and blown speakers
Fireworks and hurricanes
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here
That's not me
I go
Where I please
I walk through walls
I float down the Liffey
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here
In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passed
Yeah it's gone
And I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here
Strobe lights and blown speakers
Fireworks and hurricanes
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here
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I have really bad anxiety, to the point that some days it is extremely hard to function. There seems to be nothing that can take your mind off of what is bothering you (why you are anxious - fears, breakups, life changes, etc). You go to parties, clubs, events, and celebrate holidays to try to distract yourself, but they never work. Yet society tells you that you have to keep living and being a "normal person," so you go through the motions like a ghost or empty shell when it'd just be easier if you disappeared.
Let me explain.
He says "That there, that's not me. I go where I please... In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passed"
This is the out of body experience, that one moment where he's out of it all, and witnesses himself from third person eyes. Usually when this happens, I'm overcome with joy, the very miracle that I am even alive astounds me, and I believe that it's what happens to him. But it is that fact that distresses him. He feels regret. Like he didn't do enough with the gift of life, or he sees what a monster he is, or what a waste him and his entire species are.
"Strobe lights and blown speakers
Fireworks and hurricanes
I'm not here
This isn't happening"
This is him trying to have the out of body experience again, and failing, as it is avoiding, and only happens randomly under the right circumstances. He rationalizes his either meaningless, monstrous, or wasteful existence by lulling himself with the phrase: "I'm not here, this isn't happening". This is the same phrase that REM frontman told Thom Yorke to say to himself when he felt the weight of it all. While his world crumbles, he lulls himself to sleep, and crumbles with it, because that is all he is.