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How 'bout getting off these antibiotics
How 'bout stopping eating when I'm full up
How 'bout them transparent dangling carrots
How 'bout that ever elusive kudo
Thank you India
Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence
How 'bout me not blaming you for everything
How 'bout me enjoying the moment for once
How 'bout how good it feels to finally forgive you
How 'bout grieving it all one at a time
Thank you India
Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence
The moment I let go of it was the moment
I got more than I could handle
The moment I jumped off of it
Was the moment I touched down
How 'bout no longer being masochistic
How 'bout remembering your divinity
How 'bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out
How 'bout not equating death with stopping
Thank you India
Thank you providence
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you nothingness
Thank you clarity
Thank you thank you silence
How 'bout stopping eating when I'm full up
How 'bout them transparent dangling carrots
How 'bout that ever elusive kudo
Thank you India
Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence
How 'bout me not blaming you for everything
How 'bout me enjoying the moment for once
How 'bout how good it feels to finally forgive you
How 'bout grieving it all one at a time
Thank you India
Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence
The moment I let go of it was the moment
I got more than I could handle
The moment I jumped off of it
Was the moment I touched down
How 'bout no longer being masochistic
How 'bout remembering your divinity
How 'bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out
How 'bout not equating death with stopping
Thank you India
Thank you providence
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you nothingness
Thank you clarity
Thank you thank you silence
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"Thank you India" - India is heavily Muslim.
"Thank you Terror" - She is giving thanks to terrorism / Al queda
"Thank you Disillusionment" - She is referring to how the victims of terrorism can become disillusioned
"Thank you Frailty" - The victims of terrorism are usually unarmed civilians, who have little capability to defend themselves, so they are frail
"Thank you Consequence" - She sees terrorism as the consequence for betraying Allah
"Thank you Silence" - Those who speak out against terrorism are killed, therefore, there is silence
Especially since the cover of the album has The Eight Precepts of Buddhism, and another song on the album is about "Baba," a Hindu spiritual teacher.
As for India being "heavily Muslim," India is actually 80% Hindu and only 13% Muslim.
She's actually thanking her personal feelings of disillusionment and terror for wiping out the gloss of her success and making her go deep into spirituality to find a strong foundation to live from. A place of Frailty, of being meek, and the Silence of prayer and meditation.
the past, the future, time, it's all just an illusion. hopes, dreams, and desires are the holding on to what we don't have, where we aren't but would like to be... let go of these and realize that the All is in the Now, and that is the only thing that truly ever exists. if the Now is All, then we should choose to embody all of the freedom, weighlessness, love, and light that we are capable of.
attachment is pain. letting go to our illusion of the separation between Us, surrendering to the Unity of consciousness as One (the now!) is freedom... and happiness. we have the choice.
I have a very different perspective on what this song means. I may not be 100% on, but I think I'm close.
I think the song is about gratitude, which is a great counterbalance to grief or anger.
I think she had a relationship where she was abused - either physically abused, or emotionally abused (like, by a sociopath - somebody who lied to her and cheated on her).
I think she is grieving the relationship, grieving her role in it.
"how about getting off the antibiotics" - this is about her stopping the abuse, and deciding to treat herself well.
"how about them transparent dangling carrots" - this is about the man she loved who falsely projected an image to her that he loved her, and implied he would take care of her. In fact, he abused her.
"thank you India, you terror, thank you disillusionment, thank you frailty, thank you consequence" - here, she is leveraging gratitude rather than anger for all the things that happened to her. Her man cheated on her with a woman from India, he terrorized her with his lies, he stole from her....so all these bad things happened, and rather than being angry, she's being grateful for SEEING and UNDERSTANDING the truth.
"how about me not blaming you" - she is accepting responsibility for her role in accepting the abuse, being a co-dependent
If you think about the song that follows "You Oughtta Know" - it's a song about her lover leaving her, and going to screw another woman. The anger and wish for revenge comes out in that song.
Grief has many stages and they're not linear. One can transition from denial to anger to acceptance all in one day. Her songs reflect that.
Superkid10
Stop worrying so much about your health, be healthy but not to the point you're making yourself sick.
"How about stopping eating when I'm filled up"
Stop comforting yourself with food, have control over your life.
"How about them transparent dangling carrots"
How about buying those diamond earrings you've wanted so bad but not brave enough to buy or wear?
"How about that ever elusive kudo"
Work on complimenting/praising yourself. (kudo means 'to praise')
"Thank you India
Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence"
(thank you india for enlightening me... thank you terror for reminding me life could stop at any time, thank you dissilusionment for being there when i needed to pretend i wasnt unhappy, thank you frailty for reminding me i am strong, thank you consequence for making me think before i act/speak, thank you silence for letting me breathe and feel calm again.
"How about me not blaming you for everything"
it takes two to tango. i am responsible for things too.
"How about me enjoying the moment for once"
i need to stop complaining, worrying every second and actually live.
"How about how good it feels to finally forgive you"
i will let go of my anger and hurt.
"How about grieving it all one at a time"
i'm going to take one day at a time.
"The moment I let go of it was
The moment I got more than I could handle
The moment I jumped off of it was
The moment I touched down"
letting go of negativity has helped me feel better.
"How about no longer being masochistic"
let's stop being perverted.
"How about remembering your divinity"
and instead remember what God wants from us - to be good.
"How about unabashedly bawling your eyes out"
let's cry without being embarrassed of it.
"How about not equating death with stopping"
there is life after death.